I Wish I were Heather || Hanahaki Disease [ Nishinoya ]

¡! BAD Ending - 1/5 !¡

|| TRIGGER WARNING: SU1C1D3,S3LF H4RM,D34TH, ST4BB1NG ||

PREVIOUSLY:
"My heart is the reason I'm sick right now! I'm always the reason... Its always my fau-"

[Y/N'S POV]
I was cut of by a hand on my mouth.
"Y/N,shush" Yuu said to me,I calmed down and he removed his hand.

"Y/n,I hate seeing you get hurt because of Heather and I. Please just take the surgery."

Yuu began,but u cut him off by saying

"Shut it,I know,I'm taking the surgery next week. I feel bad for myself now,I dont even remember why I love you!"

I was on the verge of tears,so I ran out of the hallway and stayed in the bathroom for 3 hours.

<MEANWHILE>
"Guys! Have you seen Y/n-san?" Yamaguchi asked.

"No,we haven't... Did something happen?" Suga answered.

"Dammit! Where did she go?" Tsukishima said.

"I-I..might o-of..."

Nishinoya was trailing off and he kept stuttering.

"Might of...what?"

Suga patiently asked but Nishinoya kept silent,not wanting to say a word.

"He upset her! Now she's gone and we cant find her! It's all Noya's fault!"

Tsukishima argued,tears welling up in his own eyes.

"T-Tsukki..."

Yamaguchi was hugging Tsukishima,trying to comfort his bestfriend.

"Noya...is this true?"

Suga asked,and Noya nodded in silence.

[TIMESKIP]
After Suga found you,he contacted the other members that you were with him and that you were safe.

[TIMESKIP:YOUR SURGERY] (sorry if theres too many timeskips 💀)

{Y/N'S POV}
I was getting ready for my surgery later,Saeko and Ryu were going to be with me.

Although I really didnt want to do this,I have to do it... Once we reached the Hospital,we checked in and I had my surgery.

The last thing I remember before blacking out was feeling a painful tear in my chest.

[TIMESKIP:AFTER SURGERY] {SAEKO'S POV}
I drove Y/N to the hospital so she could have her surgery. The thought "I hope that everything goes well."

Keeps circling in my mind,but I know that Y/N will be okay. She's a strong girl...right?

While Y/N was in her surgery,the volleyball team came to visit her.

I explained everything and they patiently waited.

[TIMESKIP] {Y/N'S POV}
I woke up in the hospital,laying down on a bed.

I saw a doctor in the corner of my room,with... Saeko?..

"S-Saeko?"

I said,it was still a bit painful to talk,but I'm not sure why.

"Y/N!"

Saeko said,rushing over to me,hugging me in the process.

"How are you? Where does it hurt? Are you okay?"

She kept asking me questions,then the doctor pulled her aside and talked to her.

I really had no idea what was going on,but I rolled with it.