Taking it slow (BWWM)

Chapter 6

Chapter 6 

I was sitting at the table half listening to what Jason and Josh were talking about. I intentionally sat in the direction of the window so that I wouldn't be facing Blake. BLAKE the biggest son of a bitch to have ever existed.  

I was thinking about what he said "don't you think you think Lily and Spike should be reacquainted again?" In his dreams yes. I have been suppressing that memory. I guess people are right I live in my own world and live in denial. I just feel that it protects me. I was really hurt. It wasn't the fact we had gotten together that wasn't bad. It was actually good. It's the things that happened after that hurt me. I don't like hanging onto negative things. 

I was still in my own thoughts when out of nowhere a book dropped loudly beside me, frightening me as well. I looked up to see it was Jermaine. He was smirking when he was looking at me.  

"Hey sorry about that but in what fantasy world were you in now?" Jason and Josh laughed. 

"It was no fantasy world. It was actually a post-apocalypse world." I muttered.  

I had my legs on the bench. He lifted my legs and sat next me. Once he was seated he put my legs on his lap and lifted up my jeans and started massaging my ankles. It felt nice. 

"Does this world have to do with what happened after I left?" he asked. I frowned.  

"What do you mean?" 

""oh you going to play it like that now. Okay! I noticed that after class Lover boy had a smirk on his face. Except for now though but what else is expected from him." I was tempted to look in his direction but I didn't. 

"But I am going to give you advice. Things will be easier for you once you accept that the possibility of the two of you having a future is inevitable." I rolled my eyes and clicked my tongue when he said that. 

"Do that all you want accept it." I shook my head. "Don't fight it. He's going to keep coming till he knows you're his. You're giving him a challenge." 

I had a thought "okay, so let's say I'm his. He is going to get bored and go on the next challenge."  

He smiled and said, "You know perfectly well that is not going to be the case with you. Seeing that he has had you already but still wants you." 

Josh interrupted, "I knew there was something more between the two of you." I turned my attention and saw that both Jason and Josh were nodding their heads. It was like they just solved a puzzle.  

Jason then said, "no offence but I know you try to give a virgin aura and you maybe fooling others but I knew you weren't." I frowned at him." 

"I don't pretend to be a virgin. If I'm not asked I don't tell. It's personal and don't see how's it going to be of relevance in anyone else's life." I explained.  

I looked at their reactions and they were nodding their heads in understanding. Jermaine spoke 

"I get that. I do but I can see you're not feeling this conversation anymore but I have to ask? How was it? Was it good?"  

I don't know why but I automatically smiled. They began laughing.  

"It was good wasn't it? So if he can make a virgin have good time then he's got skill. I need to ask him for a few tips." Jason said.  

I looked at him I wondered what's his type? He probably only date's girls who are from out of town. I was going to ask him but the bell rang.  

The periods after lunch were productive I learnt a lot. Last period was English and I was dreading it. I took my seat and saw Mr Smith wasn't there yet so I looked out of the window. I heard Jaime-Leigh's voice.