Draco Malfoy imagines

Father figure pt. 2

You watched as shock spread across Lucius' face as he stared down at the small puddle of blood between your legs . Your words hung in the air as the tension grew between you , him , and Draco . " No , this is your fault ! You did this to yourself using a spell ! " Lucius says angrily and you refuse to make eye contact with him . How could he think such a thing ? He was supposed to trust you .

" No , Father she didn't use a spell . She stood here and I watched as the blood trailed down her legs . Never once did she draw her wand . " Draco says behind gritted teeth , pulling you away from your thoughts . You look at Draco , looking for something to say and he takes your hand in his and pulls you behind him down the hall to a bathroom . He pulls you and shuts the door behind you both and locks it . " I'm going to take care of you . It's okay ... " He says in a soothing tone as he turns on the shower . The blood continues to trickle down your legs and a small pain grows in your stomach . You place a hand on your stomach and the tears start to flow once again .

When the water heats up Draco gently helps you get undressed and helps you into the shower . " I'm going to sit outside the door . Will you be fine to shower on your own ? " He asks with a concerned look on his face . You simply nod and as soon as he walks out of the bathroom you slide down the shower wall and start to sob once again . You look down at your stomach through blurred vision and place both hands upon it .

" I am so sorry little baby . I am so sorry that I let you down . I'm so sorry I wasn't able to be your mother . You would have had a wonderful live . Draco would have loved knowing you and your father as well . You would have changed his life little baby . Your father would have sat with me in nursery as I rocked you to sleep . He definitely would make us live here at manor with him and Narcissa . Even though you were a child that came from an affair Cissy would have adored you . She would have taken you to see the fields of flowers during summer and teach you proper etiquette . "

You smile to yourself and at your stomach . " We would have been so happy to meet you little baby . My parents as well . They have always wanted me to have children . Maybe not with Lucius but they still would have loved you . You would have loved us . You would have loved all the bright colors in the world . I wish I could have heard your heart beat little baby . I know that I said I didn't want you but I promise I did . You would have been my life and your sweet fathers as well . I know this is all my fault little baby . That you left us and mama is so sorry ... " Your voice cracks as you start to cry again .

You stand up and the hot water wash the blood away . You look back down at your stomach . " I wish I could have protected you from this little baby . You didn't deserve for this to happen to you . Maybe you were needed in Heaven more then Earth . I'm not sure why this happened little baby but mommy loves you . She will always love you . " You whisper to yourself and you realize the blood as stopped flowing and the small pains went away . You sigh and finish your shower .

You step out and see that Draco as left a change of clothes on the counter . You get dressed and use your wand to dry your hair and take a deep breath as you look over yourself in the mirror . You turn towards the door and slowly turn the nob to open it . When you open the door you see Draco still sitting on the other side , waiting for you . He looks up from the ground and his eyes meet yours . " Are you alright now ? I understand if you don't want to tell me what happened but i'm here Y/N . I promise I would never abandon you .. " He says with a smile and you sigh deeply .

" Draco ... I was pregnant and it was Lucius' child . It was our secret love child . He had just found out today and I told him I didn't want it and he freaked out on me . I guess that all the stress i've been under is what caused me to lose our baby . I would never get rid of it Draco and you know that . I just - I feel so ashamed , disappointed , and defeated ... " You say as you sit down next to him on the small bench he was sitting on . Draco stares at you wide eyed for a moment then his expression softens .

" It's okay . I mean of course it's wrong of my father to have an affair and produce another child but it's okay Y/N . You didn't fail this baby . It simply wasn't time for them to meet their family yet . Maybe one day you'll get another chance . Not with my father of course but I don't know maybe me ? Maybe we can have a child of our own ... " He looks at you with a hopeful expression and you slightly smile as you lay your head on his shoulder .

" Draco , I didn't know you felt that way about me but we can put our future on hold for now because I need to speak with Lucius . I promise when i'm done i'm all yours . " You kiss his cheek and get up and make your way down the other end of the hall to Lucius and Narcissa's bedroom . The door was cracked open and you could see Lucius inside with his hands buried in his hands . You push the door open just enough for you to walk in then shut it behind you . You walk over to Lucius and sit in front of him .

" Lucius , my love please look at me .. " You say softly and he looks up at you and his eyes were blood shot red and his face was stained with tears . " What could you possibly want ? " He says with cracks in his voice and it breaks your heart to see him this way .

" I lost this baby too . It wasn't just you okay ? You have no idea how horrible it felt to watch that blood trickle down my legs into a puddle on the ground . It was my baby too Lucius you have to understand that . You also have to understand that we can't be together anymore . We are hurting to many people and it's just to stressful on us both . I lost our little baby because of all the stress in my life . " You stand up and kiss his cheek . " Goodbye Lucius , I do hope you forgive me for this ... " You say just above a whisper and you walk away , leaving him there by himself .

You shut the door behind you and you hear as he throws things around but you continue to walk away . You can't turn back . You have to leave the situation and that's exactly what you do . You reach the staircase once again and see a house elf has cleaned the puddle of your blood . You sigh and slowly walk down the stairs as you see your parents have already left the manor . You reach the bottom and you pull your wand out getting ready to apparate yourself back home .

Draco runs down the stairs towards you and before you can even register what's going on his lips crash onto yours . You kiss him back and drink him in . His lips were soft just like his hands and sweet like sugar . A moment later he pulls away and smiles . " I have loved you for a long time Y/N . I understand that you aren't ready right now but i'll wait for you . Every moment i'll wait until you are ready . " He says and you felt a sense of peace .

After everything you had been through that day Draco made it all worth while . You would have never been able to love Lucius , because you love Draco . It was always Draco . It didn't matter that Lucius would have fathered your child . You still loved Draco .

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it's kinda short but you are very welcome .