Draco Malfoy imagines

Hurt

trigger warning : slight abuse

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It had been a year after the second  war . You and Draco lived in a small cottage along the beach . You had just recently got engaged but you both wanted to move slow since it was taking time for Draco to get back to himself again .

You were woken up with a strong pair of arms around you . " Good morning darling " Draco said while softly kissing your neck . " mmm morning " you smiled and turned over facing him . He then softly kissed your lips several times before getting up . " i'm sorry to cut things short love but i have to attend a meeting with the minister today about getting a promotion but i promise i'll be home before this evening . " He got dressed then kissed you again before leaving . You gotta bed and finally got into the shower . Too the outside world you and Draco looked happy as you could be . But you weren't , you and Draco hardly were happy . Everyday started the same . He would always be loving and all over you in the morning but then return home and be rude and short tempered .

You fidgeted with the ring around your finger as you started to cry , you slid down the shower wall crying on the ground under the hot water . You knew it would take a while for Draco to get back to normal again but not this long . It had nearly been 2 years since the war . You always waited until he left to have any kind of break down . You didn't want him to know how much it was hurting you . After staying the shower for at least an hour and a half you got out and dried off . All you put on was one of Draco's shirts and pair of shorts . Usually you would just clean around the house but Draco made you get house elves recently and now there's nothing for you to do besides watch muggle tv so that's what you did .

Draco didn't come in until 5 that evening and as usual he was in a bad mood but it was worse this time . " Why are you dressed that way ? Please put on some proper clothes instead of looking like a prostitute . " He spat before going up the stairs to your bedroom . You just there not surprised but still a little hurt he would say something like that . You followed him up the stairs and into your room to change and noticed the bathroom door was shut . Instead of changing you quietly cracked the door open to look inside . There Draco was standing against the sink with his hair all messy , his clothes were in disarray and he had tears streaming down his face . His knuckles turned white from gripping the sink so hard . You could hear him whispered but couldn't make out the words . When you tried to open the door more you slipped on the floor and fell foward slamming it open .

Draco stared down at you and it was as if his eyes turned black . " What do you want ?? What could you possibly want from me you disgusting woman ! " He yelled at you and you stayed on the ground . " Get up ! " As he screamed at you got up and just stood in front of him afraid . Never before had you been afraid of him until now . " Why do you look like that ? You know Y/N i don't know why i still waste my time with you . You've gave me nothing valuable from the relationship . " You blinked before tears started to rush down your face . You turned to walk away and he grabbed your arm so tight he drew blood with his nails . You looked at your bleeding arm then back to him and seen as his eyes grew softer and quickly let your arm go .

" Y/N , i'm - " Before he could even continue you had already ran down the stairs and out the door .

Draco watched as you can ran out the bathroom away from him . He stared at his hand that had your blood on it and just collapsed to the ground . He didn't know what came over him . He couldn't control it . After a few minutes of sitting there he got into the shower to wash off the blood . Hoping and Praying you would come back .

You were still bare foot and felt the cold sand hit your feet as you ran out the door . You stared down and watched the blood trickle down your arm into the sand . Your vision grew blurry from tears and you walked down the beach until you couldn't see the lights from your house on anymore . You sat down in the sand , the waves lapping at your feet . Your thoughts were racing . Should you stay ? or should you walk away ? The real question is what made him this way .

You sat out in the cold for what seemed like hours before you could hear someone approaching . You didn't feel like turning to see who it was . " Y/N ? I know your out here . Please talk to me darling . " You could hear how shaky his voice . You ignored him and waited for him to sit down next to you . " I'm leaving Draco . I'm gonna go stay with my parents . " You finally turned to face to him . His face was red from crying . " No , you can't leave me . I can't handle that Y/N please . " He tried to grab your hand but you pulled away . " Draco you can't handle me being here neither . It's every single day you wake up in a great mood . Your always so loving until you leave . Then you come back and act as if i'm a burden on you and i can't do this anymore . " You slip the ring off your finger and it's covered in your blood and put it in his palm closing his hand and kissing it .

Tears streaming down your face even more as you get up and walk away . " Y/N !! " Draco screamed at you . " You can't do this to me . You can't leave . We've built a life together . We're supposed to be married in a few months . " His voice got softer with each word . You turned back around " I know this Draco but i can't stay here if you won't allow me to help you . you have to many issues to work out yourself . " He just stared at you blankly . " I'm sorry i hurt you . I couldn't control it . I still feel like he has a hold over me . Everyday I feel that way and I don't know how to handle it . I try to talk to you about my issues but I always tell myself that you don't care and won't listen to me . I'm sorry Y/N . " He wrapped you in his arms and just held you there .

You just continued to cry because you knew he was genuine and truly felt sorry for everything he did . " Draco if i stay you have to promise me you'll start talking to me . " He ran his fingers across your bruised and bloodied forearm . " I promise you , we can work this out and i'll never hurt you again . " He rests his forehead against yours . " Okay , I'll stay but please fix my arm , it's hurting quite bad and i think i might've got sand in it . " He softly kissed your lips before doing a spell that heals your arm . " I love you Y/N I swear I love you . "

" I love you too Draco . "

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why do i feel like this was horrible ?