Draco Malfoy imagines

Loverman

year : 6th
house : gryffindor

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You loved Draco . There was no one else . There would never be anyone else . Except he broke you . At the end of 5th year he decided it was best for you to breakup . You tried to move on but you couldn't . You even tried to stay friends with him . Nothing worked . The only friend you had left was Hermione and she was barely a friend . You missed Draco but he was different now and you weren't sure if you liked it .

You woke up in your dorm and got up sighing lazily putting on your robes . You pull your hair into a ponytail . You sigh looking at yourself in the mirror . You didn't feel like yourself since Draco left you . You get your wand off the night stand sticking into the pocket of your robes . You go into the great hall and your eyes immediately find Draco . He's sitting there using his arm to hold up his head . His face is long . He has a light missing from him .

He looks up meeting your eyes and you quickly look at the ground and find a seat across from Hermione and Ron . " You two still aren't talking ? " Hermione asks snapping you out of your thoughts . " Huh ? Oh uhh yeah . I doubt we'll ever speak again . " You weakly smile at her . You look at the food on the table and get up leaving . You go to your dorm and get a blanket then go to the astronomy tower . You and Draco would usually spend your days there or by black lake .

You sit near the edge dangling your legs off the side and wrapping yourself in the blanket . After 10 minutes of sitting alone you hear someone behind you . You turn around and see Draco . " Oh , uhm I'm sorry Y/N . I'll go . " He says softly and turns to leave . " It's fine Draco . Sit down . " You pat the spot next to you . He sits down leaving little to almost not space between the both of you .

" You still come here ? " He says staring into the distance . " All the time . Usually to be alone , read , or simply feel whole again . " You stare down at the ground as tears start to silently fall down your face . Draco stays silent . You look up at him and he still won't make eye contact . You get up to leave but he grabs your hand . " Please don't go , I don't care if we don't talk . I need you Y/N . I need to feel your presence . " Draco finally looks you in the eye and sit back down . He wipes the tears from your cheeks . " Please don't cry . I can't handle that . Not now . "

He pushes loose hairs from your face . " Stop Draco . You haven't spoken to me in months . You've barely even looked at me . I've had to ask Pansy if you were doing okay . Don't pretend like your the only one who's hurt . It was your idea . You wanted to leave . You wanted better things for yourself . " You look him dead in the eye crying even more . You could see the hurt behind his eyes . " I-I'm sorry Y/N , I just i'm not the same person . I can't be who you want me to be anymore . " He looks away at the ground .

You get up trying to walk away again . " Wait , I have something to show you ! " Draco yells just as your about to walk down the steps . You turn around facing him . He stands up walking closer to you and stops so your about 5 feet apart before rolling up his sleeve . " You see ? I'm not who you think I am . He chose me . I have obligations to fulfill or He'll kill me . Don't you understand ? " You run your fingers along his forearm and look up at Draco and his eyes fill with tears . You pull him into a hug not knowing what else to do . " I swear I love you Y/N , I just - I just , I need help I don't know what to do . I feel like i'm stuck and I left you because I didn't want you hurt . " Draco cries into your shoulder .

You rub his back in a comforting way . " It's okay Draco , please calm down . You can hardly breath darling . " You whisper into his ear and hold him tighter . His weight collapses on you making you fall to the floor . You start laughing as you hit the floor with him on top of you . Draco pulls away laughing too . " See , moments like this are what makes up for all the bad moments . I've never truly needed anyone til I found you and I knew I could never live without you . " He gives you a comforting smile .

" I love you Draco . " You kiss him passionately and it's as if it was the first time you ever kissed him . You missed the taste of his soft lips . " I love you too darling and I promise i'll do better . " He pulls away from the kiss and leans his forehead against yours smiling .