My angel

Its all talking

It's been two days ever since my anxiety has came back. I haven't talked too Nash since. I think I'm ready too talk too him.

Nash's POV
I haven't talked too Jenna in 2 days and I have no idea if she mad at me or if she is sad. I'm so confused on this whole thing. I need too see her face again. I saw my phone light up.

Jenna❤️
Hey,come over in 20 minutes please.

I texted back right away and then went downstairs too see hayes making pancakes. I then slipped on my shoes and walked across the street.

Jenna's POV
I texted Nash when my family left the house too go do there daily things. I had no school due too the weather so I thought that it would be a perfect time too invite Nash over too talk. I sat on my basement couch waiting for Nash. He came in the door and went downstairs. He stood there with open arms as I gave him a gib hug. I felt that safety and warmth I couldn't replace with words. He then put me down. We sat on floor facing each other. "Nash,i want you too know that I have anxiety because of my father." I said looking him in the face. "Oh wow,well did it just come back out of nowhere?" He asked with a concerd facial expression. "Yea I sometimes does that on me." I said knowing that wasn't the truth. "Well I'll be here for you." He said getting very close. He kissed you and you pulled right away. "Nash,I don't want this just yet." I said pushing him back a little. "It's fine, just let me know when you're ready." He said giving you a hug. We then went up too my room too grab some games. We played all those old fun games. "Nash,you've won almost every game." You said putting the boards back up in the cabinet. "I know." He said getting up off the ground too help you. We went in to the kitchen too order some pizza. "Can we have a small cheese pizza." Nash asked into the phone. I then went upstairs and grabbed my laptop so we could watch youtube videos. The pizza came after 10 minutes and we sat down and ate watching videos. We cleaned up and said our goodbyes. It was a nice calm day today. I wish that's how it was everyday. My sister came off the bus from school earlier and my brother and sister were in collage. My mom and dad came home 20 minutes after Nash left. I hope tomorrow will be like this when school comes around. I fell asleep. I woke up and rushed too my closet. I took out my Adidas soccer pants and a random red hoodie. I threw my hair up in a regular braid and put on mascara brushed my teeth,put on my shoes and ran out the door. I stepped on the bus and sat next too hayes. I guess Nash was sick today. My day was terrible. I walked into my house and fell asleep. 5 minutes later Nash came too my house bundled in a bunch of blankets with tissues in his hands. "Come in your going too get even more sick in that weather!" I said hugging him in from the door. He sat on the couch wrapped up in a bunch of blankets, I moved the blankets and sat down wrapped in the blankets with him. "You'll get sick." He said making sure not too breathe in you. "I don't care if I'm sick I just really need a nice warm fuzzy cuddling right now,i haven't had a good day." I said hiding my head in his neck now falling asleep. I woke up an hour later seeing Nash at the stove making soup and hot tea. "Hey" I said walking up too him. "Hey" He said turning the stove off. He poured the soup in a cup and bowl and sat down. We sat in silence just drinking and slurping our soup. Nash then came around the table and picked me up,he wrapped my legs around his waist. His hands held me up by my lower thighs. "Keep me warm and dance with me?" he said burring his head in my neck/shoulder. I said nothing and rested my head on his. He slowly rocked back and forth. "Nash,the real reason I have these attacks is because I've only have felt safe in my dad's arms and look where he's at now,but I also feel safe in your arms and I don't want anything bad too happen too you. I have feelings for you. But I will only date you if you promise too always be safe and stand by my side always." Nash looked up and kissed me so passionately "yes" He said as he kissed me again. "You're probably going too get sick now." He said laughing "I don't care as long as your treating me." I said as he put me down. My day ended pleasantly but I feel something isn't right. I hope it's not Nash. I took my pills , washed my face and went too bed.

Sorry this on sucks and is short. Luh yew guys thanks for 2k 😘❤️❤️❤️❤️