She's With The Band

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

Hey everyone!
This chapter is kind of short I'm sorry...

Don't worry though, the next one will probably be up sooner.

It also has no Aubrey in it </3

Anyways, hope you guys like this one!

Nate's Point of View:

I'm walking in the hallway of the large building which our studio is in today. Today is a really busy day for us. We have to record some new songs, and re-record a few old ones- I couldn't tell you why to be honest. And in addition to that we also have some meetings. I'm running late and it's because Aubrey and I were making out all morning.

You know how you look after you make out with someone?

Like sweaty almost with a red flushed face. Glossed swollen lips and tousled hair...

Well that's exactly what I look like right now. I'm practically scrambling down the narrow hallway to get to the studio. Room 143.

Normally I honestly couldn't care less if I was late. I mean hell I've changed so much in the past few months. I feel this weird sense in my stomach I don't know what it is exactly but I'm going with the guilt route. And for some reason I feel guilty that I'm late and I just fucking hate it.

I've become soft.

Aubrey and I have been making out for a few weeks now.

Just making out though.

I don't care at all. Whatever she's comfortable with is okay with me.

I wonder if this has something to do with trust though. I've been with a sufficient amount of girls that have thrown themselves on me without even getting to know me. I know Aubrey, I've known her better than she knows me. I think she needs to fully trust me in order for us to go further... and I just wish she would trust me, even though I haven't given her many reasons to.

I used to sleep with girls on the daily almost. In hindsight it was pretty bad.

Christ I was a slut for god sake.

I haven't had sex in months.

When she saw me with the girl a week or two ago, we weren't fucking. Just making out.

So of course she doesn't trust me.

Every time I've tried to go further with Aubrey, I've asked. And then she pulls back and stops me. Shaking her head slowly, with an anxious look in her eyes. So naturally and obviously I always listen and do what she's comfortable with. I'd never pressure her or do anything she's uncomfortable with. I just don't know when we're going to go any further, and if we're even going to go any further.

Like this morning for example, we were making out and I asked her if she wanted to do some other stuff and she avoided my eyes. It's really hard to read someone when you can't make eye contact with them. I didn't want to try again because I didn't want to upset her and she had said no. I also knew she just didn't want to do anything. I just left it as was and we continued to kiss, until I checked my watch to see that I was extremely late.

I think the guys may know by now about Aubrey and I, even though I hoped that they wouldn't. Mainly because I can't bear the teasing coming from not just one, but three of them. In addition to that, I don't feel like hearing the snippy comments about how what I'm doing with her is "wrong" and that I'm going to end up getting into trouble for this.