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Shaquille 'Qu' Ryans.

"Yeah , ouuuuuuuui ....yeah that spot right there Hun." I said , I came back from work with my back paining and my feet swollen , so my baby offered to massage them for me , right now he was sorting out my stiff back.

"Brandon , wait let's talk," I offered ,after Mandisa's accident Brandon has been acting strange and I don't know what the problem is so the best I can do right now is ask him what's going on "Baby you know you can talk about anything with me right?"

He nodded his head and looked at me "I'm worried about your well being ,I mean everytime I want to ask you about Mandisa you just shut down ,I know she was your first love and everything but...I mean I wanna know where I stand with you in my future."

He sighed ,stood up and sat right up taking my hand in his. "I don't you to ever think your being second guessed, you make me happy and I don't want you ever thinking your less important...

True Mandisa was my love ,but she mistreated the love I had offered and she treaded dangerously over my heart. I allowed her to do that , but with you im certain you wouldn't hurt me. You wouldn't cause me pain."

I don't know if it's all these hormones but I was tearing up , I clutched his arm tightly and I smiled "I love you," he frowned and I looked at him stunned.

"What's wrong don't you l -" he shushed me "Nah you not the problem , I was planning to do this next month but what the heck." he stood up and walked out of the room...next thing he came back in and instantly kneeled before me, 'oh gosh' that's what I thought. Then that's all I had to think and the tears instantly fell.

"Wait," I said before he could ask anything "I need the bathroom." he laughed and said I was excused. I stood up and walked towards the bathroom , I needed tissue to wipe all my tears but instead I sat by the bathtub and balled my eyes out , this was everything I wanted , Brandon was everything i needed in a man , loving...patient and understanding he stood by my side.

How ironic that i survived an abusive relationship and I met a man that went through abuse too ,if this was fate then I was loving every single minute of it , this man loved all my scars away and in turn I love his too. I came out the bathroom slowly and rubbed my stomach while walking towards my man ,i was carrying his child and I was about to marry him.

"Oh your back... are you okay?" I nodded my head vivaciously and quickend my steps "I'm just so ecstatic , you the man I wanna spend my life with really ,"

Brandon as the sensitive man he is , makes me feel like he should've been my first real love and not Zach , the one thing that seperated me from Zach was the fact that he killed my baby ,so to have another chance to actually carry another Hu being in me , to also have a man like Brandon this was God's gift really.

"So you won't have a problem if I -" he got onto his knee and held my hand taking out the box ..."Shaquille Ryans,wow i don't even know how to present this.

I may be lost time to time but you're my compass, I may be sad on other occasions but you sure know how to make me smile... happiness wouldn't even be in my vocabulary but you revived all of that.

I loved your scars and you loved mine , though sometimes i wish we didn't have those scars...but it's a reminder that even though there's bad in the world there's always that one rainbow waiting to come out and brighten the world.

I'm on my knee to propose to you , to ask you to be my wife...for you to carry my surname and no other woman. I want to love you until I take my last breath and i want to give you what you've never gotten from that scumbag , I want to prove to you that I'm in love with you and I'm not turning back... don't really care what the fan says cause your actually the one All God's plan that i crossed your path.

I may not be perfect , neither are you...but in or out i choose to stay because that's what I mean to you today when I say damn girl your my wife.

Through the hurricanes and the tornados ,that came without warning i will whisper everytime that i love you , I want you and I need you.

So Shaquille Ryans wow...this is so surreal but Will you do me the honours of being your husband, best friend and lover till the end?"

By the time he was finished i was in tears... but i had to get a grip on myself "Yes Brandon Mchaba,I would love to be your best friend,wife and lover till the end.

Through those hurricane's that come without warning i will also whisper the same words you do,

I am not perfect and i know it cause damn boy I want you to be my husband,"

I was not just repeating what he saying ,I was showing him that I would also fulfill the promises he was making to me today , he was giving me more than what Zach did and that was genuine love and understanding.

He slid the ring down my finger and my breath hitched ,the engagement ring was gorgeous and it had engravings on it , i read it out loud "Here's to you being my wife." I looked up to see Brandon and the flood gates had to open , I walked into his arms and took a whiff of him when he scooped me up in his arms,

"So about that extra special massage I was talking about..." I blushed and ran my hand all over his chest "What are you waiting for then Mr Mchaba?"

I teasingly asked and he quirked with a raised eyebrow , i let out a laugh then he kissed me I'm guessing to shut me up.

He walked with me up the stairs and into the room , celebrating our engagement in style.


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🤗I love,love especially between a couple that helped one another to heal from an experience.

Man everything is so peaceful... Suspicious much.

I mean is this the calm before the storm?☹️ Who knows ,but if it is...let them enjoy it.

I'm your girl kemopedi signing out with a that's what's banging you beautiful people!😂❤️

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