Torn between Love and Hate

Thirty-Four

Jiyong woke up at the sound of Dara's phone buzzing. He was about to look at it to see who was calling her when he still wants to stay in bed with her. Though he already has an idea of who might that be. As Dara woke up and picked up her phone and started scrolling. He pretended to be still sleeping as she continued to look at her phone. He suddenly felt Dara's lips on his and wanted to grab her and never let her go. But she immediately and slowly got up, put on her nighties, and left him. As soon as he heard the door quietly closed he hissed out loud and started punching the pillow. He cannot hide the fact that he is incredibly jealous and furious but not towards her but to himself and the circumstance, they are in the most. He finally made a decision and grabbed his phone and called his assistant.

"Book me a flight back as soon as possible." Then he hung up the phone. He went to the bathroom and took a long and cold shower thinking of his wife.

He was coming out of his room with his luggage when Dara's room door opened. There he met her boyfriend as he was clasping her hand and they had a sharp staring battle. Dara came out after Donghae and saw Jiyong. Their eyes connected with various emotions but Dara looked away awkwardly first.

"G...good morning!?" She awkwardly greeted him and noticed his luggage.

Jiyong did not say anything but acknowledged her greeting as he scarcely nods his head and left without a backward glance. But deep down inside he wants to take her away from him, seeing him coming out of her room and holding her hand. That was supposed to be him. "She's my wife!" He thought to himself.

"Let's go?" Donghae asked Dara and she nodded nervously. "Where do you want to eat breakfast?"

Dara was a little off because of the man walking in front of them with his luggage. She suddenly felt Donghae tightened his hold on her hand and she immediately looked at him and answered as she clears her throat. "Anywhere is fine." She answered and gave a tight lip smile.

By the time Dara and Donghae reached the ground floor Jiyong is already exiting the building while his car and the driver is waiting outside for him.

Dara was feeling vigorous about not having a chance to speak with her husband, before now that he's suddenly leaving. "Why did he not mentioned to me that he is leaving today?" She thought to herself. She saw him get into the car and drove off. She wanted to sob but held it in. Luckily Donghae did not see her reaction. They went ahead with their plans for the day.

While on his way to the airport Jiyong could not contain his feelings. He's feeling very annoyed and envious. Upon seeing her with another man brings out the worst in him. He has never been this furious with himself and with any of the women he dated. He's not mad at his wife at all but he's very bothered that she's in love with another man and not him.

Two months and their marriage will come to an end. He hissed out loud and scrubbed his hair in frustration. He feels like he's suffocating inside the car and so he pressed the button to open his side window and close his eyes. The circumstance that happened the night before came back to mind.

He loves the taste of her and then her moans are like music to his ears. Her whole body is flawless and very soft skin to touch. Her breasts are just perfect for his hands and her nipples are perky pink and it's perfect for his mouth. Her tantalizing eyes can make a man crawl. Her smile...her smile can make a man do anything for her. But...she doesn't love him and that is what hurts so bad.

Jiyong made it back to Korea but he did not go straight home. He went to visit Yu-Na instead and stayed with her for a whole week. Knowing that Dara will still be staying in
Netherlands for another week or so he thought.

Dara felt uncertain throughout the next day. She couldn't seem to appreciate her supposed to be a week-long vacation with Donghae. Luckily though he got called in for an emergency meeting that he needed to leave right away. She technically still has four more days to stay but decided to leave with Donghae instead.

Upon arriving back home. Dara was surprised to learn that Jiyong hasn't been back home. "He was supposed to be back since yesterday." she thought to herself. She feels like they needed to talk but at the same time, she's not sure exactly what they are going to talk about. She went to her room and took a shower before calling her mom.

"Hi, sweetheart! You're back early. How was your trip?" her mother asked.

"It went well. How about you mom? How are you?" she tried to avoid telling her anything else.

Good thing her mom knows her so well. She understands when she doesn't want to talk. They end their call afterward. Dara then opened her laptop to check her probably overflowing of emails.

Unaware of his wife being home sooner than expected, Jiyong stayed with Yu-Na for a week.

"Hon, I finally made up my mind. I want to be your wife." Yu-Na blurted out.

Shocked, Jiyong didn't know how to respond to her. But Yu-Na seemed to have not noticed it and just hopped on top of Jiyong after their intimate moments.

"I know that you are with that woman now and you will be getting a divorce soon. But I don't want to wait any longer. I want you to divorce her now." she was even pouting her lips when she was telling him all this.

Jiyong was astounded as he creased his brows at her. He suddenly darted into a sitting position as he nudged her off of him which surprised her.

Still surprised, Jiyong got up and picked up his clothes, and started getting dressed.

"What the h*** are you doing? Aren't you going to stay the night?" Yu-Na yelled out annoyed.

"Look. I don't know what made you decide all of a sudden about marriage, but you know I can't just divorce her like that." Jiyong responded as he is ruffled himself.

"You only married her because I asked you to marry someone else. Because that's the only way that you can have me."

Jiyong runs his hands on his hair as he is getting baffled at her and of the whole situation they are in. He wasn't expecting her to now actually announce that she is thinking of marriage.

"You don't love her hon, you love me. And...I love you." she got up then and hugged him. Jiyong did not know how to feel at this second, he's very unsettled as he returned her hug.