Torn between Love and Hate

Twenty-Nine

Jiyong suddenly took Dara's face into his hands and hungrily started kissing her as he pushed her against the wall. He tried to control himself as to not scare her but he is just so in love with her that he cannot help himself.

Dara was dumbfounded at first but started to melt in his arms. She hooked her arms around his neck which made Jiyong really happy as he felt her arms around his neck. He then started kissing her soft spot between her neck and shoulder. She gasped and this made him smile. He took this chance to cup her left breast with his hand and a moan escaped from her. He continued caressing her breast with his left hand while the right hand lifted her left leg around his waist as he caressed her buttocks. He noticed that she was beginning to lose her strength and so he lifted her up and have her wrapped her legs around his waist. Interlocking his lips with hers he walked towards her bed.

Dara felt herself being laid gently on the bed as Jiyong stayed on top of her. She can feel his manhood on her apex and it feels so good. She had never experienced this situation before because she's always at an arms length with anyone. But this...this feels so good and...so right. She felt Jiyong's lips on her neck once more as he showered her with gentle and sweet kisses this time, far from earlier on.

Jiyong's lips traveled down to her neck to her shoulder and down to her chest. Dara's moans turns him on really bad. He can feel his cock wanted to be released but he's still in control. He slowly pulled down the strap of her nighties as he kisses her down to her chest. He paused for a bit to look at her protruding nipple, blow on it and took it in his mouth while his other hand is learning every part of her body. He reached down and cupped her apex and could feel her wetness which drove his cock getting harder even more. He heard his wife gasped following with a moan. He then move to her other breast and did the same. He inserted a finger inside her wet vagina. "Oh! Baby you're so tight." Jiyong whispered to her.

They were both lost in a blissful world of their own as now both of them are completely naked. Jiyong slide down to her stomach and down to her wet p***y Jiyong paused for a moment to take a mental note of everything right now. "Baby, you're so wet for me and so beautiful." He was saying as they stared at each other. He then started kissing her lower abdomen and Dara is just so lost in a bliss. Jiyong finally slide his tongue on her clit which made Dara moan out loud. Jiyong took his time tasting every part of her and at the same time finger fu****g her. He could feel that she's nearing her orgasm and so he ate her even more until she exploded.

"Ahh, Jiyong!!!" Dara called his name out loud as her first orgasm experience exploded. Jiyong cleaned her up as he went back up to see her flushed face.

Dara didn't realized that both of them are now completely naked. She cannot deny that she loves everything that is happening at this very moment. She feels that this is the moment that she has been waiting for. The very moment that she will give herself completely to the man she loves. "Wait, whaat!?" She asked herself.

"You are so beautiful." He was saying as he gently touched her face and put aside the hair that was on her cheeks. They stared at each other for a while. Full of mixed emotions. This time as Jiyong kissed her again it was with full of love that he feels for her. He slowly placed himself on top of her giving her her small kisses all over her face and neck as he gently moved her legs apart and he positioned himself. They once again stared at each other other as Jiyong was asking her permission.

Dara is so nervous that she's contemplating. She just now realized that she's in love with her husband Jiyong but still trying to deny it. "What am I doing? What about Donghae? He's coming tomorrow to see me and spent time with me." She thought to herself.

Jiyong then pushed himself to her and she cried in pain. Jiyong surprisingly stopped immediately as he nervously looked at her painful expression. "Babe!? I... I'm so sorry." He kissed her face and her lips last. Her eyes were close and so Jiyong asked her. "Babe look at me please!?" Jiyong asked begging in between scared and worries written on his face.

Dara opened her eyes. Tears are visible in her eyes as it slid down her cheeks and Jiyong felt so bad for her. "I'm so sorry sweetheart." He kissed her tears but it just kept pouring.  She tried to push Jiyong away from her but he did not budge though he was surprised at her reaction. "P...please...get off me?" She whispered. Jiyong felt his heart being crushed and regretfully moved aside.

Dara then turned to her side. She's feeling so torn right now and does not know how to handle it for she was never in this kind of situation before. She thought that her feelings for Jiyong when she was sixteen was just a one time crush only. Well...it did took her three whole years to actually be able to move on. But she has never forgotten him. He was the first guy who stole her first kiss and now he's the only man with whom she ever wants to give her body and heart to. She also knows that it's never going to happen because she's not the woman he loves and would want to spend the rest of his life with. He was honest with her from the very beginning and she had accepted it.

Jiyong tried to touch her shoulder but made a fist instead and decided to leave her alone...for now. He started getting dress and left quietly.