Torn between Love and Hate

Two

"Faster Jiyong! Aaah!" Yu Na was digging her nails on Jiyong's back.

I'm cumin...aaah!!!" Jiyong emptied himself out and slowly pulled his shaft out. He sat up and pulled out the condom and threw it out in the trash before laying down next to his girlfriend.

Jiyong gathered Yu Na in his arms as his girlfriend had fallen to slumber already. His thoughts wondered back to the conversation he had with his parents earlier on in the week. Given a chance he wants to also settle down with Yu Na but he knows for a fact that she's not ready anytime soon. They have had that discussion after he had that talk with his parents. He did not proposed to her or anything yet but they somehow got around talking about it.

Flashback:

"Wow! That proposal is too lame. If I was that girl I would be telling my man to make sure he's all well prepared with candlelight dinner if he's planning to propose to me."

"Is that how you want me to propose to you?"

"Maybe. But I'm not ready to settle down yet. So don't even think about it. You still have a long way to go kiddo."

"Really. Like how long are we talking about here? We've been together for three years now and we're practically doing the stuff that the married couple are doing minus the official marriage license."

Yu Na became quiet and was contemplating about what exactly is going on here. She knows for a fact that she does not want to get married yet. Most especially not so keen about having children because she's still not done experimenting and exploring. Though she had a few lovers in the past before she met Jiyong. This is actually her longest relationship ever.

"What exactly are you implying Jiyong? I'm letting you know right now that marriage is the last thing in
my mind. Most especially I so do not want to have children if I can help it."

Jiyong was the one who turned quiet this time. He did not pursue the topic of their conversation.

End of Flashback:

He doesn't really know what to do from this point on. Yu Na already made her point across. How is he going to convince her to marry him. For sure he doesn't want to be married to someone he doesn't love.

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"Hi honey! Did you just got home?"

"Yes mom. How are you?"

"I'm doing great honey. I was going to ask you to come over tomorrow night for dinner, would that be okay with you? Around seven pm okay?"

"Dinner tomorrow night at mom's...seven pm. Got it mom. I've put it in my calendar already. I'll see you tomorrow then. Good night mom, love you."

Good night honey. See you tomorrow night. Love you too."

Dara finally reached her bedroom and she went straight to her walk in closet to get what she needed then straight to her bathroom to take a shower. When she was done, she went straight to her bed and laid down. She doesn't have anymore energy to prepare her dinner. She's dead tired and migraine is coming on she can feel it already. She just decided to sleep it through without eating.

The next day...back to her daily routine. Meetings left and right, tons of documents to reviewed before she signs it, emails to answer and phone calls to take.

Evening comes. She drove straight to her mom's house where she grew up.

"Hi honey. So good to see you always."

With little energy she hugged her mother back.

"Hi mom. How are you?"

"Aigoo. Are you stressing out on something again?"