Torn between Love and Hate

Thirty

Jiyong quietly left Dara's room and went back to his own room. He sat down on the floor with his left leg bent against his chest as he placed his left elbow on it. He rested his head and back against the foot of the bed and closed his eyes in deep thoughts.

"What just happened?" He asked himself. Still could not believe that his wife is still a virgin. "Has she not been intimate with a man before? What about...that guy whom she was intimately with at the park? Dong...Donghae was it?" All these questions that he's been asking himself he has no answer to any of them. He then covered his face with his hands as if trying to take it all in. To finally admit that he's in love with his wife now is still new to him. All this time he thought that what he felt when he first saw her for the first time in America was just a simple crush. He found her cute and lovely, reason why he kissed her. But of course he did not admit that to her. He thought of her every now and then over the years, wondering how she'd been. Then, when his mom started talking about marriage and mentioned her name, he felt a prick in his heart but thought nothing of it. Because he thought that he's in love with Yu Na.

The day that he met Dara again, he felt his heart beating wild for the first time for she took his breath away. Again did not thought any better of it. He did however find her sexy and gorgeous as h**l, that his manhood became so alive every time he sees her. Now even by just thinking of her, his cock is as hard as a rock. All this time he's been avoiding her in purpose because of his love for Yu Na or so he thought. But for a while now even after his wedding, he feels like he's a change man. Once again he thought nothing of it.

He did however kept track of her through Mrs. Kim. She's been reporting to him directly without his wife knowing. He wants to know everything, her whereabouts, whom she's with and the time she left and came back. "But now what?" He asked himself again. He decided to climb up to bed and sleep for tomorrow he will make sure that they will have a talk.

Dara woke up really early because Donghae just arrived at the airport and called her. She quickly took a shower and got ready.

After thirty minutes she heard the knock on her door and she hurriedly opened it. Donghae was standing there with a smile and a bouquet of red roses for her. Dara smiled back and they hugged each other. Donghae however gave her a peck on her right cheek.

"You made it!" Dara exclaimed as she led him inside her room.

"Yes I did. Oh how I miss you." Donghae replied happily as he took her in his arms. Dara froze a bit but quickly recovered and gave him her best smile. Donghae then slowly kiss her lips and and Dara herself returned it with all her might.

Jiyong also woke up early with the intention of spending a whole day with Dara so that they can have a serious talk. After taking a shower and getting ready he went out to knock on her door. But he wasn't expecting this.

Donghae opened the door thinking it was the room server. But... he also did not expect seeing this man.

Both were surprised upon seeing each other. Jiyong could already feel the anger buildup but was able to control it. Donghae on the other hand furrowed his brows and wondered why this guy is here. But he put in a smile and carefully asked.

"Yes? What can I do for you?" Asking as if he doesn't know who he is.

Feeling annoyed but managed to return the smile and forcefully answered. "I'm looking for Dara?"

Donghae stared at him for a while and answered. "She's inside. Is she..." Before Donghae can finished Dara spoke.

"Darling, who is...it?" Dara then froze as she saw Jiyong outside her room looking dashing as always. She awkwardly asked. "J...Jiyong, what are you doing here?"

Jiyong furrowed his brows as he is losing control of his anger but still managed to control himself. He deeply inhaled, brushed his hand on top of his hair and made a forced smile as he answered. "I was just actually about to...ask you a question about the app." He managed to lie through his gritted teeth. Little did Dara know that she was holding her breath.

"The app? Oh! The app. Yup. What about it?" She asked awkwardly which is making Donghae wonder of what's really going on between the two.

"Well...I think it can wait. It looks like you have already plans for the day." He said blankly but deep down very annoyed.

"Well...If it's something important..." Donghae was about to say.

"Yes. Yes it was. But...it's okay I can wait." Jiyong gave him his fake smile trying really hard to control himself. But the look he gave Dara was him hurting deep down. "I will see you guys later. Dara." he said bowing and left.

Dara on the other hand was feeling all kinds of mix emotions. "Yes. S...see you."

Donghae bid Jiyong goodbye as well and closed the door. Dara turned around first trying to get a hold of herself as well. She then turned around and hugged Donghae but trying to hide her flushed face. Surprised at her action Donghae hugged her too. "Sorry darling." She whispered which made Donghae wonder.

"For what?" he asked.

"For almost ruining our day. I thought I'm going to have to work instead of spending time with you." She said sadly trying to not be so obvious. She looked up sadly.

This made Donghae feels that she cared a lot about him and so. "Oh darling, I know how important your work is for you. I wouldn't mind at..." he wasn't able to finished.

"I do!" Dara said with conviction.

This made Donghae laugh at her cuteness. So, he kissed her instead.

Jiyong on the other hand is now driving away from the hotel not knowing exactly where he is going at this point. He didn't expect Donghae to be here in Netherlands.