Torn between Love and Hate

Fourteen

After three months of marriage.

Jiyong was relaxing in one of the corner chair where the light is dim. He was having a scotch when he saw Dara coming out with her swimming suit on. Her waist down was covered with a thin material while she's carrying her towel. He watched her every move as she seems to be not aware of him. He seems to be anticipating her taking off her thin material that wrapped around her waist. He could already see how round and perky are her breasts which he really likes a lot. When she took off the thin material Jiyong gasped and for some reason is now getting a hard on just by looking at her again. How could that be? He admits that she does have an amazing hot body and her face is so beautiful with her angelic smile. He was watching her every move as she dived into the pool smoothly. They haven't really had a good conversation ever since they both signed the agreement. Once in a while they would see each other by accident but there really is nothing after that.

Dara placed her towel on the folding lounge, took of her sarong and tested the water with her foot. Happy that the water is lukewarm she dived in clean into the water. She did a good two laps of every swimming styles she knows of until she was completely satisfied and tired. She hadn't done that in a long long time though she's been slowly getting back into swimming every night for the past months now. She then decided to just float for awhile. Thinking about her past surgery made her sad but at the same time thankful because after surgery she focused on building up her business.

Jiyong decided to join her after she did her laps. He went to the shower room and changed quickly when he saw her just floating there. Grabbing a towel he then placed his towel right next to hers and jumped.

Dara heard the splash and turned around only to be faced by Jiyong. He was so close to her that she can smell a hint of an alcohol in his breath.

"Jiyong! What are doing home?"

"Why Mrs. Kwon did you miss me?" He said grinning at her.

She creased her brows. "What? Are you out of your mind? Oh! It must be the alcohol then." She said rolling her eyes.

Jiyong arrogantly smirked at her. "Well...I can tell you Mrs. Kwon that I had only a small portion of scotch so my mind is clear as a glass."

"Okay then. Since I'm done anyways...enjoy the rest of your time swimming." She then turned and about to swim back to the end of pool but Jiyong held her wrist.

"I hope you don't go swimming around in that skimpy bikini of yours when the male staffs are here."

He said with a hint of disapproval in his voice but with lust and desire in his eyes as he looked at her from head down to her breast.

"Oh my...Mr. Kwon! Why would you care if I wear anything skimpy or even butt naked in front of other men. Wasn't it your rules to mind our own business and to not expect anything from each other?"

She said trying to push his button and at the same time wiggled her wrist from his hold.

Jiyong was stunned but did not fight with her. He loosened his hold on her wrist and let her go. She was right though, he did made up those rules and they both signed it. He watched her as she got off the pool with her sexy behind and hour glass shaped body. If he's already getting a hard on just by looking at her what more for other men.

He brushed his hair in annoyance at the whole situation. Mostly at himself.
After they both signed the agreement he felt something pricked his heart but just ignored it. He went to see Yu Na that night thinking that it was just all in his head. He was happy to be with her and for the rest of the week. But he feels something different.

Recalling from their last agreement:

After they both signed the agreement and admitted that he loves another woman and left. Jiyong felt something heavy in his heart as if it's weighing him down making his breathing difficult. But he went ahead to see Yu Na the woman he loves that night. He ignored whatever it was he was feeling.

After a night of sex he was still feeling the heaviness in his heart but this time the weight has tripled. He knows that he loves Yu Na and would like to spend the rest of his life with her even if she becomes his mistress.

Dara on the other hand is different. After he saw her again for the first time he can feel something new and different about her. He thought it might just be this strong sexual tension building up between them. But no matter how much sex he would have with Yu Na he cannot seemed to be satisfied. He doesn't know what to do anymore and it's making his relationship with Yu Na in danger of falling apart. Yu Na would constantly asked him if there was anything wrong and he always would answered her with a no.

But at night after she's asleep his mind would wonder about his wife who is left alone in their mansion. He would always call Mrs. Kim to find out how his wife is doing. Came to find out that she has been just staying home and would be in a conference call all day with her work. But what didn't sit with him was her assistant Kyle. They seemed to be really close per Mrs. Kim. He has never met the assistant yet but he intends to one of this day. At night she would do night swimming when all the staffs are gone.

End of Recall:

The next day he got up early for he has an early flight to Japan and he will be there for a week. He wasn't able to see Dara that morning because he's in quite of a hurry.

"Mrs. Kim please report to me what my wife has been doing while I was out. I'll be in Japan for a week and I'll be back after that."

He wrote her a short message letting her know that he will be in Japan for a week.

"Good morning Mrs. Kim!" Dara cheerfully greeted her as always every morning. "Did everyone had breakfast already?"

"Yes Ms. Dara. Thank you for always minding for all of us. You're a breath of fresh air to all of us."

Mrs. Kim said smiling.

Dara just humbly smiled back at her.

"By the way Mr. Kwon left you this."

"Oh...okay."

Dara accepted the note and quizzically opening it to read.

Mrs. Kwon,

I just want to let you know that I will be in Japan for a week for business. After I come back I would like for us to talk. Please take care of yourself until then.

Mr. Kwon

After reading it Dara cannot help to wonder what else is there to talk about. She then ignored it and just put it aside in her mind for now.