Torn between Love and Hate

Thirty- Three

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Jiyong was patiently waiting for Dara's answer but hoping and praying that she will agree. He knows that he is asking a lot from her knowing that they will end their marriage in a couple of months. He would rather have this night than nothing at all.

Dara closed her eyes as she finally made a decision. When she opened her eyes, she saw Jiyong's sincerity towards her. She nodded her head as a sign of her agreement. Jiyong was having mixed emotions but mostly happiness. He chuckled and kissed her with all the feelings that he has, love, passion, hunger, lust, excitement but most of all love. He slowly undress her as he had already somehow had taken off the rest of his clothes. Lips locked together as he carried her with her legs wrapped around his waist as they entered the shower stall without losing any physical contact. Dara squirmed as she felt the water and Jiyong chuckled with her. Jiyong put her down as he started washing her and himself. When finished, he went out first to dry himself with towel and got a clean towel for her. He also dried her hair and her body while she was feeling embarassed and all. He then wrapped her body with towel and got two pairs of toothbrush and filled them with toothpaste. Dara squint her eyes in amazement as he handed her the toothbrush, filled the cup and urged her to start. She chuckles as Jiyong started brushing his teeth and did the same. After they were all done Jiyong made sure to dry her hair well and Dara was just in awe.

"What? Shouldn't the married couple brush their teeth together before they go to bed together?" Jiyong proudly said and Dara giggled at that.

"So what's next hubby?" Dara sweetly asked.

Jiyong happily asked her. "What did you just call me?" Dara shook her head from left to right teasing him.

"I didn't say anything." She started pretending.

"No. You said something. Can I please hear it again?" He beggingly asked.

"Oh you mean hubby?" Jiyong nodded and hugged her closer from the waist.

"H...hubby!?" She shyly said and Jiyong kissed her again.

The kissed became deep and this time Jiyong carried her again towards the bed as he took off their wet towel and tossed it on the floor. He slowly laid her down on the bed not losing any physical contact. Jiyong started kissing her down to her neck and bit her sensitive spot again. A moan escaped from her as the feel of wetness in her core.

Jiyong continued to kiss her sensitive spot on both sides as he hear Dara's moans again and again. His cock is harder than it has ever been but he wants to take it slow this time. He inserted a finger in her pu**y and Dara gasped with a moan again. Jiyong could feel her wetness and it's driving him crazy like he**. His kisses went down to her right breast as he took her nipple inside his mouth and did the same to the other breast. Dara bit her lower lip as she tries to held in her moans. But when she felt Jiyong's tongue on her clits and felt the sensation without realizing it she started moaning out loud. Jiyong has ways with his tongue that she loves so much. He was lapping her p***y so hard that her orgasm squirted out but Jiyong didn't stop as he continued. Second orgasm came and she was moaning and calling his name out loud. She was holding on the edge of the pillow so tight and her body started to shake. "J...ahhh!" Her third orgasm came. Jiyong finally stopped and came up to see her.

She looks so beautifully exhausted from all her orgasm as he pushed away the loose hair from her face. Her eyes were closed as she tries to catch her breath. Jiyong took this time to memorize her face and all of her. Seeing how her cheeks are flushed and the way she quickly opened her eyes and looked at him with a shy and yet satisfied smile.

"Stop looking at me." She shyly said and hide her face at the crooked of  his neck which made him chuckled.

"I can't help it, my wife is so f*****g gorgeous, sexy, hot and most especially delicious!" Jiyong said each one as he emphasized the words slowly while he licked his lips and winked at her which made her cheeks turned bit red.

While giggling she lightly hit him on his arm. "W...what do you mean deli...cious? You're making fun of me."

Jiyong burst into a heartfelt laughter at her cuteness. Dara pretended to be hurt as she turned around from him and ignored him. Jiyong tried so hard to stop himself afraid that she's getting annoyed of him.

"You know you're cute when you're mad. And f*****g del...i...cious!" He playfully said it again. Dara was about to turn to her side but he stopped her. "Babe. Don't be mad because I'm seriously telling you the truth." They stared at each other for a while then Jiyong slowly took her lips again. Their kiss deepened and he started to position himself on top of her. He then stopped to look at her nervously because at this point if he doesn't stop now he will never be able to. He caressed her face gently trying so hard to control himself, painfully speaking.

"You must be tired. Let's go to sleep." He said as he laid down beside her and engulfing her in his arms. He tightly closed his eyes to calm himself down, but did not missed of how she looked at him when he said the latter. "Does that means, that she also wants to consummate their wedding?" I must be reading too much into it as he tries to convince himself.

Dara on the other hand have mixed emotions. She doesn't understand herself because part of her is relieved that he stopped before it's too late. But the other part, she's feeling disappointed. Why? Because she was ready to whatever was going to happen between them or so at least she thought she is. They both fell into a slumber as they cuddled together.

Dara woke up real early because she received a text message from Donghae that he will be picking her up in an hour. After reading it she looked at the man who is beautifully sleeping beside her. She gently caressed his face for this is the last time she will be this close with him. She lightly kissed his lips and slowly got out his arms and out of the bed. She quietly put on her nighties and robe and left his room. Little did she know that he was also already awake but pretended to be still sleeping.