Perfection | Charli D'amelio

-The Last Night-

~charli's pov~

As we got into the Uber my heart was beating with excitement. y/n kissed me in public. I think that's why she looked around before she did. There must have been no one looking if she ended up kissing me, but at this point I wouldn't even care if someone did. The whole magical Disney atmosphere on top of her stealing my heart with a kiss, was just indescribable. 

As we walked into the lobby, I was shocked to see Chase sitting in the one of the chairs with a blank expression. I turn to see y/n just as surprised as I am. Chase starts walking towards me and I freeze in place. I don't know what to do. 

"I'll meet you back in the hotel room okay?" Y/n said rubbing my arms.

"Okay." I got out, nervously. Y/n got onto the elevator, and now  I am alone with Chase standing right in front of me. He looks sad now. 

"Hey, Chase. What's up?" I say twiddling my thumbs, looking at the ground. 

"Oh look who's finally talking to me." I look up and Chase was staring into my eyes, shooting daggers through my skull is what it felt like. 

"C-Chase what are you talking about? Did I do something?"

"I'm not the person you have feelings for...am I?" Wait what.

"What are you talking about." Chase sucks his teeth and shakes his head. 

"Last night Charli. You chose truth and admitted you liked someone at the moment. Since we only broke up a month ago I thought that it was most likely me and you were just nervous to talk to me, but no. It doesn't seem that way at all. You see , Charli, if it was me you liked, you would talk to me a little bit. You would try to hang out and have fun with me, and what are you doing with your time? Running off playing ring around the rosy with a girl you haven't even known a week. So go ahead Charli, move on that fast. Just know that I still love you and I do not deserve to be treated this way. "I had no idea what to say. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, and my throat started to feel like it was closing, begging for air. 

I had no idea he thought that I still liked him, and why would he talk about y/n like that? This was too much for me to process at once. I felt like I couldn't breathe.

I walked straight to elevator without looking back at Chase. I eagerly pressed the button repeatedly. The elevator felt like it was going a hundred times slower than it usually did.

Once I got to my floor, I ran to my room with tears streaming down my face. I have never heard Chase talk like that....he was so mad....he was yelling at me. 

I got the key out of my purse, struggling and almost dropping it. My vision was getting blurry due to the tears clouding my eyes. 

Once I walked through the door, y/n shot her eyes up at me from the bed and got up quickly. She walked up to me with such a sad expression. She cupped my face, carefully touching me as if she were afraid to. She pulled me into hug, not saying anything as I bury my head into her neck, trying to stop crying but failing. 

I can't even recall how long we stood there hugging, but it was nice. Her hands were gently stroking my hair up and down, she could probably feel my fast heart rate against her chest. 

She gently grabbed my hands and walked us towards the bed. We both sat down and she was still holding my hands. You could see the how sad she was through her eyes that were looking into mine.

"What happened in the lobby, Charli? Talk to me." 

I took a deep breath in and told her everything Chase said to me and how he made me feel like I was such an awful person that hurt him. 

Once I was done reciting Chase's words, y/n sat there in silence, thinking about what I had just told her.

She scooted closer to me, and squeezed my hands firmly. "Listen to me, Charli. Chase is mad and upset with himself. He is just taking it out on you, which he should not do whatsoever. You are an amazing person and you did not hurt him on purpose. He is mad with himself that he let you slip away from him and find somebody new. You didn't do anything wrong. I need you to know that, Charli." Hearing those words from y/n made me feel a bit better. Knowing that she cares about me, and is there for me makes my heart smile.

"So I am not the reason why he blew up on me?" I asked looking at the floor.

She slightly chuckled and shook her head. "No you are not. He is the reason why he blew up. He knows that he wasn't good enough to make you stay, and since he knows that you have feelings for someone else, he is kicking himself even harder about it." It made a lot of sense when she explained it, and I really appreciate her. if she wasn't here, I would be crying on the floor, in a ball all night. But I'm not. 

I pulled y/n into a tight hug and wrapped my arms around her with my head rested on her shoulder. She rubbed my back with her hands, gently. 

I released myself from the hug and looked at y/n. "Can we go to sleep now?"

Y/n smiled and nodded. "Of course." 

We got changed into our pajamas quickly, and got into the bed. Y/n cuddled me with her chest to my back, an her head buried into my neck. 

"Goodnight Charli."

"Goodnight Y/n."