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Gulf POVEverybody staring at us while Mew carrying me on his arms like newly-wed couple. I keep on jerking but his strength is so rigid judging as well by the bulge flex of his muscle. Pero ayokong magpatalo sa lalaking to kaya nangangalaiti ko itong tinadtad ng salita na pabulong.
"Put me down Mew, you are making a scene" bulong ko pa na may katigasan.
He deadpanned which making my anger uprising.
"I said put me down, hindi ako lampa. If you think carrying me out just to satisfy your angst is the solution to left behind your mistakes, then you are wrong, you still hurting the waiter with no definite reasons. You are charge to face the consequences. You are making an uncomfortable scene inside and ruining the atmosphere of the place" pabulong ko pa na kastigo rito.
Bakas ang pagkalito, tuwa, at pagkunot na lamang ng noo ang nakikita ko sa mga reaksiyon ng mga taong nakasaksi sa pagbuhat ni Mew. Maging ang mga tao na nasa loob ng bawat stores na may glass wall ay nakiusyoso rin. We are making a scene really. No, he is making a scene.
Mabayaran ko yong nasira ko ani. He then protruded a single smirk.
Pero hindi mo mabayaran ang gulong nagawa mo, lalong-lalo na ang pananakit mo sa waiter Mariing kastigo ko pa rin. I am too consistent with what I felt right now and my castigations to him swears a lot that he is so wrong for what he did.
"If I am not mistaken, you are so pissed off by the waiter, and now you are defending him?" Mabigat na kastigo nito pabalik sa akin.
I am so pissed with him but he is not a reasons for my tantrum. He is just worsen the flame Pagkaklaro ko pa.
I wander how strong he is for carrying all this minute and just shrugging off the lengthy stares of the people around, he walked dominantly and firm.
"Ibig bang sabihin nito, nagpakita ka ng motibo sa waiter at yong tantrum mo ay pasakalye lang? I knew it, kaya pala tinitigan mo ito na parang buffet kanina may namumuong motibo pala sa utak mo" Kondena nito.
Okay that was a total misunderstanding. Is he jealous or what?
"Put me down!" I quirked and putting all my strength together to loosen his hold. Again, it gained nothing. He is so strong.
"Then what the sudden outburst huh! Ibig bang sabihin nito guilty ka sa sinabi ko? May patawag ka pa sa manager. Ano? Pasimple mo hingin ang number niya o kayay social media account? For what? Para landiin siya?"
Tumaas bigla ang presyon ko sa sinabi nito kaya napahalatak ako ng malakas kaya nabitawan ako nito na muntik ko ng ikinasubsob.
"Ganon ba akong tao?" diin ko pang tanong at hirap na ibinalanse ang sarili sa pagtayo. He is somewhat trying to help me but stood still upon seeing my anger.
"What do you think? Asking me out for a deal and to bed with you is an enough proof " Deklara nito na parang kay liit lang na bagay ang sinabi at walang pakialam kong ano ang nararamdaman ko. He think that way and for the record he ignore the reasons for my yearning. He wouldve thought and utter it out or he was just caught up by his conscious to say it out of the blue. Whether it is true or no, the damage he is done to my feelings were there, he cannot change anything.
"Im a fool, lahat ng sinabi mo ay kailanmay diko maipagkaila pa. if you think that way then keep it by yourself" I sighed. Nanginginig ang tuhod na tinalikuran ito sapagkat sapol ako sa sinabi nito.
Ayoko ko ng makipag-argumento nito sapagkat madiyahe lamang ako sa katotohanang ibulalas sa bibig nito. It is not about I am coward but I am too tired to keep up and correct him if in the first place he had his own perspective too that I could not bend for good.
Silence.
Tanging tunog na lamang ng mga naglalakad sa loob at ilang tawanan sa mga taong naririto ang namayani. Pasimple ko na lamang na pinasadahan ng titig ang mga gear equipment sa nakahanay sa bawat counter na ipinagtataka ko.
What are we doing here?
I did not hear anything at my back but the heavy stares burning as I felt it but I am trying myself to ignore it as much as I can. Inihakbang ko na lamang ang mga paa kasabay ng paglalakbay ng mga daliri sa mga items na nakahanay. Pero yong pakiramdam ko ay hirap mawari, tipong natupok ito ng nagbabagang armor sa sakit na idinulot nito.
Ilang dipa ang layo ko, kitang kita sa aking peripheral visions ang unti-unting paghakbang ni Mew patungo sa aking kinaroroonan. He cross his arms in his chest far from that I did not caught his emotions.
He coughed.
"Sorry! "puno ng emosyong bungad nito. I could truly fathom the sincere tone of it. He almost crack his voice for the tension that built inside him.
I deadpanned.
But lord knows how heavy the thud of my breath because of his close presence.
Okay fine Im jealous. You declare the end ties of our deal but there is no assurance of my declarations too because my feelings for you is unbeatable. I could not help but to felt jealous towards the attention you gaving him. Ill think it as unfair and fuck on my eyesight he admitted sincerely. He seems frustrated and overly stress.
I truly appreciated of his jealous thing because it makes me felt like I am special to him but part of me castigating that maybe Mew felt anew of what he felt to me and not yet convinced to his doubt over his attraction to me.
"I already save the hurt you keep on throwing at me. Maybe, you are right after all. So just save your perspective by yourself, if theres should felt sorry for oneself, it should be me" mabigat kong pahayag.
I turned and face at him.
"Sorry" ulit at mahinang anas nito, puno ng sinseridad ang tingin nito malayong-malayo sa nakasanayang may ultimatum na angas at mapaglaro.
Mew expressions soften as his eyes bored into mine. Kumukurap ang mga mata ko sapagkat nahihirapan kong kalabanin ang mga titig nito. My eyes landed instead into his side profile which making me sees unexpected persons that worsen more my dilemma.
I am stuck with my worry over the waiter guy and my tormented heavy pang of feelings because of Mews unjust thought about me.
Out of conscious, inabot ko na lamang bigla ang batok ni Mew at hinalikan ito ng mapusok kasabay ng pag-flash ng ligaw na ilaw na nagmula sa glass wall ng store.
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