you and I

Trust

"I did it." "What? What have you done Luke?" "Your phone." "Why? Never mind." I walked away. Luke is such a jerk. Damn you Luke. Fucking Luke. FFS LUKE.

"Where's Luke?" Charlie turned around. He looked up. "Luke went back to 5 Seconds of Summer to continue their tour." Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

So I went to one of their concerts and waited till they came backstage. There was an interviewer waiting too and she asked me some question. And after the show, Ashton showed up (shirtless) and he kinda looked surprised to see me. "Are you Luke Hemmings?" That was actually the dumbest question ever asked by a interviewer tbh... "Yes I am." Ashton put his arms around me and I put one of my hands on his flat belly and my other arm around his back. He looked at me and pursed his lips. I did the same (just for fun) but then his kissed me.. "Ooh I see! Luke and you were together!". A moment later we both walked to the dressing rooms. "I'll keep it between us." Ashton whispered. I knocked on the door. "Luke? Can you please come when you're done? I'll wait right here."

Calum came out of the dressing room. "Hey." He hugged me like a brother. "What's up between you and Luke?" "Nothing to worry about." "Okay. Just tell me when you need my help or something." "Thanks Cal."

Twenty minutes later Luke finally came. He held my shoulders and I did my arms around his waist. "I'm sorry." he whispered. I just looked at him and we both knew that it was nothing to fight about. He pushed me against the wall and he slowly dropped his hands up to my ass as my hands went to his neck. His face came fast close to mine and we kissed. It looked very aggressive cause he really squashed me against the wall but I was comfortable with it. We kept kissing till we both ran out of breath. "Why did you do it Luke?" "Cause I did'nt trust it... I really don't want to lose you as you know..." "But don't you trust me?" "I do trust you." I sighed bc I knew that he didn't... I tickled his neck bc I really don't wanna have a fight with him or something.

Luke

I was glad to know that everything was okay again. But when I came into my room at night... "Calum what are you doing here?" "I wanna have talk with you." "Why? Is everything okay?" "Sit down Luke. It's about Sophie. I don't want her to be hurt. And I never expected that you would hurt her that bad." "It's okay. Soph and I already talked about it." "I don't care. She's like a sister to me." "But she's my girlfriend and I know how to treat her!" "I'm just saying that you shouldn't make her sad because I can end your relationship with her and I don't care if I hurt you both." Those words... I just can't believe it! "FUCK OFF CALUM! YOU ARE JEALOUS! PATHETIC!" I was too late cause he already closed the door..

"Luke? Babe are you okay?" Light came into my room. I hid my face in my pillow. I felt her lips burning on my wet cheeks. "I heard you downstairs. Is everything alright?" Her voice was so soft and Calum's fucked up voice disappeared. It made me feel even worse.. How could I be so stupid and so... so... FFS! "What's the matter? Please don't cry." Was I crying? Shit... My shoulders were shocking. "Luke talk to me." I didn't even hear her bc I was too busy with crying.. "Should I come back later?" She kissed my wetter cheek again and lest before I could answer her.. Come back... Please.

Sophie

"What's up with Luke?" I asked. "He's just facing the facts." I didn't know what Calum meant with that...

Five minutes later I went to Luke again. "How's it going?" Luke sat up as I sat down on his bed next to him. He starred at the ground. So did I. "What happened Luke?" He shook his head so I put my arms around him. "It's okay Luke." He shook his head again. "Trust me Luke." That was probably wrong bc laid his head on my shoulder and I saw some tears again..