Chapter 24

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Sanemi

W-what am I suppose to do in a situation like this?? I guess I should tell someone but no one would be around at this time. And I can't carry her all the way to Shinobu's place. I probably could if I was still human..

I decided to just leave her on the couch and go get someone. I suppose Tomioka would be the best choice. 

I left to go find the prick when I eventually found him heading towards the direction where Y/N lived.

"Shinazugawa?" 

"Yea uh Y/N is unconscious, I don't know what happened but I found her on the floor, she's not breathing either.."

"WHAT?!"

In a blink of an eye, he disappeared.  

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Y/N

I could hear everything, but my body just wouldn't move. Everything was black. I thought I heard Sanemi's voice..?

I didn't feel anything, I mean it's just temporary right? Someone will come and get me right?

But I waited and waited, no one came. Not even light. This is probably it for me huh? We had some good laughs, all things come to an end! But.. did I want it to happen like this? Where I see nothing, hear nothing, am nothing? 

I imagined my life spent with the people I love, even if they didn't love me back. 


step . step. step


Footsteps? Can't be. No one loved me enough to come.

"Y/N!!"

Hm?

"Y/N WAKE UP!"

huh..

"PLEASE, THERE'S STILL SO MUCH I DIDN'T GET TO TELL YOU!"

m..

"WAKE UP!!"

muichiro..?

I could hear his voice. The voice I had longed to hear in such a long time. The friend I had in the beginning. 

I didn't realize until now that I hadn't cared enough to visit my friends. I hate that. Obanai, Mitsuri, Muichiro. Have I really been that selfish to forget about them? 

'im sorry muichiro :)'

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'It's actually pretty easy being nice to a bitter boy like him.'

Your citrus friend. He loved you didn't he? Didn't you know since Chapter 1? He loved you. The lemon boy loved you! Why didn't you realize? Did you really not care about him? You were so focused on yourself that you didn't care? How selfish of you.. 

You're so goddamn selfish! Stop caring about yourself. Oh, I am this I am that. Why are you like this? This whole hashira thing has changed you. Who even are you? Don't you see how much you have changed since Chapter 1? Quit only thinking of youself. How selfish are you..?

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Falling doesn't feel so bad. Falling into your own regrets isn't so bad! Is what I wish I could say. Why do I let myself dream like this? 

"Hey.. wake up won't you..?" I could hear Muichiro's voice crack up.

He hugged me tighter then anything I've felt before. It was comforting, almost making me forget my guilt. My body was lifeless though. What can I do about?

He held my hand while he cried silently. 

WAKE UP Y/N. WAKE UP FOR HIM. WHY WON'T YOU WAKE UP? YOUR'E ACTING SO SELFISH.

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Light was escaping through my eyes. Tints of black and teal peeped through. I could feel my hands brush against his hair. 

He flinched and looked up.

"y/n?"

I used whatever energy I had left to hug him back. 

"Y/N, you finally woke up for me.."

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verrryyyy late update but its finally here, the long awaited chapter 24! 





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