Oceans In My Mind

Trapped

Im back.
Back to my ways.
The unforgiving days
Of hopeless emotions.

The spirit within me
Screaming to be free.
Im trapped in this hell hole
Called social anxiety.

The thoughts
Get the best of me.
Feeling so
Relentlessly.

The pivot of
Society.
Creeps up on
My anxiety.

Like splitting the world
Into 2 floors.
Ones a game
Ones a chore.

Your either
Working class.
Or living
To get pass.

But im stuck
In this mental state.
Never had enough
On my plate.

The world so insane
Making me switch lanes.
The memories in my brain
Fill me with more pain.

Im fuckin trapped
Can't escape.
The feeling so unreal
Make me not wanna feel.

But need people
To heal.
The life
With my heels.

The walk of love
I need to take.
I swear
Im bout to break.

Magic in these
Lines.
But fuck
Its gunna take time.

Trapped
Inside
My
Mind