Oceans In My Mind

Anger Issue

And I I would rather cry

Then ball up my fist and give you black and blue eyes

I dont know why I let the hate subside

The pain in my heart never dies

My mind is open wide

But your anger doesnt resign

I dont know why I chose this life

Maybe its all because

I I rather ball out my eyes 

Than leave bruises on your thighs

Form sleepless nights to wreckless fights

Im sensitive to your lies

And why why do I feel this inside

When you never treated me right

Its like all of these moments needed your light

But you let the darkness reside

And eat up your soul til it died

Now I couldnt let you go

Because baby I still wanted to know

Why you left me out to dry 

Tear stained T-shirt no love in your words

All the memorys start to hurt

And I wish I was enough

To show you proper love

But no matter what I do

When I get close to you

I I just start to cry

Your words cut deeper make me a bleeder

Spill out my love for you 

Like im supposed to do

Gave my all to you

But now as time passes me by

I look back at your smiling eyes

And wonder how I didnt see it sooner

The devil grinning back at me

It was never meant to be