Oceans In My Mind

Waiting

I just want to know about the world you asked me to be a part of, to wait for your voice to reach my ears in a song

My impatience grows as I long for your touch, something I've never felt but crave so much

What can I say to get you to hear me, why do you listen only when its in someone else's voice

Do I push too hard, did I ask for to much

How did we end up together everyday on the phone, yet every other day I feel further from our goal

Why do I feel alone in a room full of people, when the only one I want to be around is there

I'm tired of waiting for something I should've achieved a long time ago, no one is ever ready for me

Maybe I'm just waiting to be alone inevitably, born just to die in a hole of my own

The more I put myself out there, the more I get turned away

Is it time to stop trying and just let it be, if it's meant to be will it even without me

If half the risk is just letting go, is it time for me to

Or do I keep waiting for you