private chat {reub.x, xofrnkie}
reub.x: hi, I know this is random but I just wanted to apologise and check if you were okay. I wasn't taking sides when I removed you from the chat, I removed gee and ray too, I just wanted to avoid any conflict or drama because I'm really bad at coping with that kind of thing.
reub.x: also, I understand where you were coming from and why you did it. I'm always here if you need me :)
xofrnkie: hey, thanks
xofrnkie: I'm sorry for causing drama, I was just fed up of gee treating me like I'm a child
xofrnkie: I didn't think he was going to react like that
reub.x: it's okay
reub.x: wanna talk about it?
xofrnkie: you sure?
reub.x: yeah
xofrnkie: then yes please
reub.x: I'm ready when you are
xofrnkie: I met mikey three years ago at a musical theatre group
xofrnkie: wait, shit.
xofrnkie: should I call them emma or mikey?
reub.x: it's up to you, I don't think they'll mind
xofrnkie: okay
xofrnkie: so I met mikey 3 years ago
xofrnkie: it was a local production of little shop of horrors
xofrnkie: I still don't really know why mikey was doing it but I was only really there to appease my grandparents
xofrnkie: I wanted a new guitar for christmas and so I was trying to be the picture perfect grandchild
xofrnkie: we were just in the ensemble in the background but gee was right up there, front and centre, acting and singing their little heart out
xofrnkie: and they were wearing a corset because they were playing the plant, I can't remember what its called
reub.x: audrey 2
xofrnkie: huh?
reub.x: the plant is called audrey 2
reub.x: my sister was in a performance of that a couple of years back too
xofrnkie: that's cool
xofrnkie: anyway, they just looked so confident standing there and I got such a crush on them straight away
xofrnkie: but I never though I was going to see either gee or mikey ever again because musical theatre really isn't my thing but then I bumped into mikey about 6 months later at a music shop because I needed new guitar strings and he remembered me from the show
xofrnkie: that was when they invited me to try out for my chem
xofrnkie: I thought I would be over gee by then but I wasn't and I got in the band and that was my chance at getting somewhere in music while I was like 13 so I took the opertunity
xofrnkie: but I couldn't get over this stupid crush on gee but I didn't say anything
xofrnkie: that was until about a year ago when gee made a stupid 'take me to dinner first' joke and I was just like 'I'd love to if you'd let me'
xofrnkie: that was when gee and ray told me and mikey that they were dating
reub.x: oh frankie, I'm so sorry! that sucks!
xofrnkie: it's fine, I wasn't expecting him to say yes anyway
xofrnkie: and since then it just became a bit of a joke for me to flirt and tell gee that he'll like me one day and for him to tell me that I'm too young and that he's dating ray and I hated every second of it
xofrnkie: it felt like my feelings were just a joke to them
xofrnkie: I think they all thought I was over him but I'm not and I knew it was a really bad idea but I did it anyway because I'm stupid and fed up of feeling like something to be laughed at
xofrnkie: and now I've fucked everything up and they hate me and I'm going to get kicked out of the band.
reub.x: I'm sure he doesn't hate you, you're not stupid - a little brash but not stupid, and hey, if you're meant to be you'll end up together. you just need faith, trust and pixie dust
xofrnkie: thanks for saying that but I'm still waiting for a text to tell me not to turn up to band practice
reub.x: well you haven't got it yet so take that as a good sign :)
