[Louis]
With pencil in hand, I stare at the homework, laid out in front of me on my desk. Zoning in and out from reality. I am so done with this.
Buzz
The sound of buzzing snaps me out of my trance. I look over to the corner of my desk and see my phone lit up with a text from Liam(Editors note) Rest in peace, Liam :( You will be missed, we lost you too soon. Fly high Payno.
"Tommo, I'm so bored. Wanna hang out? I don't care where we go, but I'm kind of hungry"
"Sure, there's a good food place in the mall that we can go to, cuz I know you like to shop"
">:( fine, mall it is. See you soon"
I push back in my chair and get up from my desk a little too quickly and get super dizzy. I should eat something small, it might help.
I open my closet and without thinking, I grab a green sweater and some grey sweatpants.
After slipping into my clothes, I walk into the bathroom and fix my hair so it doesn't look like I haven't brushed it in two days even though I brushed it this morning.I walk out my room and down the stairs to see my mom before I left. She never really cared where I went, as long as I'm safe and she knows who I'm hanging out with.
I see her standing at the sink in the kitchen doing the dishes."Hey mom, I'm going to go hang out with Liam at the mall if that's okay?" I knew it would be okay but it was good to ask anyway.
"Yes of course, just don't be home too late. Also, I probably won't be home when you get back because I am going to work a double shift today" She always worked a double shift. I kinda wish that she could be home more often but I had no say in it. Plus she is trying her best and I love her for that.
"Okay, well I better get going so I don't miss the bus, Love you!" I walk out of the kitchen and towards the front door.
I slip my sneakers onto my feet and throw my backpack over my shoulder and swing the door open. Just like that I walked out of the place that I love to call home.I walk down the street, the crisp autumn air hitting my face. I make my way to the bus stop, watching the leaves moving through the air and admiring the colours they contain.
The bus stop wasn't too far from my house, only a five minute walk. But I enjoyed it.
As I approached the bus stop I saw that no one was there. A wave of relief flows over me. I hate standing there, awkwardly waiting for the bus with a random person that I didn't know.Once the bus arrived, I got on and walked to the very back, so people didn't notice me very much.
I didn't like it when people looked at me. It always seems like they're judging me in some way.
I never did like being in public alone, it felt like all eyes were on me and I didn't like that. Weirdly enough, it was only when I was alone. When I was with Liam I could be as loud and annoying as I can possibly be without worrying about all the looks we were getting.
Once I sat down, I opened my bag and pulled out my headphones. I put them in, hoping that the music could distract me from the people looking at me.Once the bus came to a full stop in front of the mall I got up and thanked the bus driver. I always found it disrespectful if you didn't thank them, they just drove you to your destination. I know it's their job to do it but I always liked to thank them because it was the polite thing to do.
I got off the bus and started walking towards the mall. As I came closer I saw the brown haired lad that I was glad to call my best friend, leaning against a pole looking down at his phone with a wide smile on his face.

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Where it all began [Larry Stylinston]
FanfictionA story about a boy who suffers from anxiety and depression. He falls in love with a popular boy but he doesn't know how to express his feelings. He doesn't accept people loving him and when it comes to relationships he tries his best to be okay but...