A story about a boy who suffers from anxiety and depression. He falls in love with a popular boy but he doesn't know how to express his feelings. He doesn't accept people loving him and when it comes to relationships he tries his best to be okay but...
It's only a few minutes till midnight of Louis's birthday and I'm parked outside of his house waiting for the clock to strike twelve.
Once it hit twelve I quickly text Louis
Louis!!! In less than a minute I get a response
Harry!!!
Go to the front door I get out of my car and walk up to his front door
Why?
Babe just do it
Fine After a minute the door opens and I see Louis standing in the doorframe
"Happy birthday baby" I walk up to him, grab his face and kiss him. I pull back and look into his eyes, he is so fucking beautiful.
"What was that for"
"It's your birthday"
"Okay and"
"And I'm your boyfriend so I'm allowed to kiss you"
"Okay fine"
"So are you going to let me in, it's freezing outside"
"Of course" Louis opens the door a bit letting me in, I walk in and take his hand as I pass him.
"I'm guessing your mom's not home" We walk into the living room
"No, she changed her shifts to the night shift, and don't say you're sorry"
"I won't, but this does mean I can give you your presents" Right before we sit down Louis lets go of my hand and lets it drop.
"You didn't have to get me a present"
"Of course I had to"
"You really didn't"
"I really did"
"No, you didn't"
"Shut up and take the present" I sit down on the couch and pull Louis down next to me. I reach under the coffee table and pull out a small bag.
"Why is there a bag under my coffee table"
"I put it there when I came here the other day"
"Why did you put it there"
"Because I knew that if I arrived here with a present in hand you wouldn't let me kiss you and you would just question why I had a present in hand"
"So you decided to hide it in my house"
"Yep, so are you going to open it"
"Fine" Louis takes the bag from my hand and takes out the card first. I start to feel my heartbeat quicken. What if he doesn't like the gift, what if he hates it, oh my god what if he hates it.
Louis opens the cards and starts reading it " 'Happy birthday to my soulmate my best friend my lover my everything' Wow, so cheezy" He puts the card down on the couch and grabs a little box from the bag, he opens it and reveals a light blue butterfly necklace.
"It's blue, it matches your eyes" My voice is a whisper, I'm so nervous. What is he going to say, will he love it or hate it. Was I stupid for getting him a necklace?
Why isn't he saying anything, oh my god he hates it.
"You hate it don't you" I wrap my arms around my torso.
"Baby no" Louis quickly hoists himself onto my lap and grabs onto my face "I love it, I love it so much" He pecks my lips before he takes the necklace out of the box and takes a closer look at it. It had light blue gems in the wings, and its body was silver.
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"I didn't know if you would like it. I don't know if you like necklaces, you don't have to wear it if you don't want to. I'm not blaming you if you don't" I whisper the last part.
"Shut up" Louis took the necklace and placed it around his neck. "I love it so fucking much, I love you so fucking much," I think that's the first actual time he's said he loved me.
"Did you like the card?" I avoid eye contact
"I loved it, it's so cheezy."
"You love cheezy" I lower my voice so it can be barely heard.
"I do love cheezy, I'm never taking this off. How did you know to pick this"
"It's blue like your eyes and I know you love butterflies"
"Butterflies are my favourite"
"That's why I picked it. You know I was really nervous to give you this gift"
"Why was that"
"I thought that if I didn't give you the right gift you wouldn't want to be my boyfriend anymore"
"In what world would I not want to be your boyfriend over a gift, a gift I love I may add. Why would you think that"
"I don't know. This is the first birthday I've spent with you and I didn't know if I had to get something really big or something small."
"How much was it"
"No, I can't say that"
"Why not"
"Because you don't tell someone how much a gift is"
"Okay, fine"
"I'm glad you like it"
"I love it so much. You always know what I like"
"let's get some sleep, it's late"
"Okay"
"Do you want to sleep here or do you want to go up to your room and sleep there"
"Let's go up to my room, it's more comfortable"
"Okay, let's go" I wrap my arms around his waist and stand up.
"Baby! Put me down!" Louis wraps his arms around my neck and tightens his legs around my hips
"We are not going over this again, if I carry you I'm not putting you down no matter how long you plead"
"Why not"
"I'm not doing this again, let's go" I walk over to the stairs and start walking up them with Louis in my arms. It was dark but dark enough for me to not see at all,
We make it to his room and I throw him in the bed.
"Ow"
"Calm down love, that didn't hurt"
"Well it could've"
"But it didn't" I lay down on the bed next to Louis under the blankets, his body is so warm and comforting against mine.
We drift off to sleep cuddled up next to each other.
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