Where it all began [Larry Stylinston]

Chapter 13

[Louis]

I lay on the cold hard ground of the bathroom floor. 

I'm so fucking stupid, why did I do that. 

I sit up with my back against the wall, I can feel my ribs ache in pain. I'm sure there will be a few bruises. 

The bell rings but I don't move, I can't go to class. Harry will ask what happened and I can't tell him anything. 

I'm such a fuck up, why do I even talk to anyone. 

What was I thinking, why would I say all the shit to him. I deserved everything he did to me. 

I grab my phone from my pocket, I debate to call Liam, even though he hates me right now, I want to talk to my best friend, but he will ask where I am, he knows that I am at school and if I say I left, he will ask where I went. 

But I want to talk to him but I don't want to tell him what happened, but I want to see him, I miss my best friend. For fuck sake why do I always do this. 

Screw it I don't care at this point. 

I find his contact and press call, after a few seconds of it ringing Liam picks up. 

"Hey Lou, where are you?" His voice is soft. I don't say anything for a second before taking a deep breath. 

"I'm in the bathroom, well on the bathroom floor to be specific" What am I doing, why am I telling him this. 

"Why are you on the bathroom floor?" I can hear the confusion in his voice. Do I really want him to come here and see me all fucked up, but I want to see him so badly. 

"Can you just come to the bathroom" I can't believe I'm telling him this. 

"Which one" 

"The one by the cafeteria" I'm going to regret this. 

"Alright, I'll be there in a few minutes" And with that, the line goes does. I know I'm going to regret that the moments when he walks through those bathroom doors. 

Why did I need to act like I was so strong, I'm not. I don't want to be here anymore, I know that Nick will continue to beat me up, so I should just accept it, I shouldn't try to act all tough. 

I slide down the wall all the way to the ground, I can't sit up anymore. It hurts too much.

I hear the doors open and a small gasp. I look up and see Liam standing not too far in front of me. 

"Holy shit are you okay?" Liam quickly walks over to where I lay on the floor. 

I don't say anything, I just sit there with a blank expression. 

"What happened to you?" I can hear the panic in his voice but I still don't say anything. "Lou you need to tell me what happened" I knew I shouldn't have told him to come down here, I'm so pathetic. 

"Don't want to talk about it, just help me get to class" I say almost too quiet for both of us to hear. 

"You need to tell me who did this to you" Like shit I do. 

"There is no need for you to know that" 

"Yes, there is" I advert my eyes down to the floor. 

"And what is that reason for you to know" Liam stays quiet for a second. 

"Because why would anyone want to hurt you, you are my best friend and an amazing person. I don't want to see you get hurt." All lies. 

"It doesn't matter who did it, so are you going to help me up or am I going have to do it myself and regret even more calling you down here"