Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 9

Harry's POV

"Zayn please answer!" I kept yelling in my car at my phone. All I could hear was his voicemail. Right now it was the closest thing I had to him.

My phone was starting to ring and I grabbed it quickly hoping it was Zayn. It wasn't. I whimpered and ignored the call from Niall.

I just couldn't. I needed to get away. I needed to breathe.

Niall's POV

"What is wrong with you?! I can't believe you even had the audacity to speak like that." I spat at Louis. "You've changed."

"We all have." Louis scoffed.

"No we haven't. We're just going through some hard times."

"No we aren't. Zayn is. Not us."

I gaped at him disgusted and shocked that he would say that. "Why would you even think that?"

"All of us are going through it!" I yelled. "Tell me Louis, who was there for you when your girlfriend broke up with you."

Louis flinched and I could see in his eyes that he was hurt. "Perrie."

"Who was there when you were sick in the hospital?"

"Perrie."

"And who was the one who made you stop your addiction to drugs two years ago."

"Perrie!" Louis yelled. "I get it. I get it okay!! Perrie has been there for all of us!!! But I'm numb. We are all numb. I just can't feel or care. In the beginning I did but now I have no hope for Zayn or anyone at the moment. The drugs, my girlfriend, the accident, my grandparents and now Perrie. Pain is so natural now a days, I don't know what else to feel." My heart broke and I just couldn't take it anymore. Louis started sobbing and.........what is going on with us?

On of our managers Alex came in, shocked at the situation in front of him. "What happened-eh-why is-Louis-where's Zayn-Harry?"

I ignored him wiping away my tears then grabbing Liam's hand. "I think we should cancel today's concert."

"What is going on and why isn't everybody here?!"

"I don't know!" I yelled back. I'm just so frustrated.

"What ever's going on needs to stop. Solve this problem before I have to!"

That made me want to cry even more. How was I supposed solve this? I can't solve this. "Niall-

"No! No. We're done. Let's-Louis I think you should leave. We should leave."

"Niall-

"We need to call Harry a-an-and speak to him."

"Niall you need to stop and listen to me-

"Should we call the um....police to look for Zayn? Should we call his mom. Wait, she doesn't talk to him anymore-

"Niall!"

"What?!" Liam grabbed my hands that were shaking and kissed my palms. "Calm down okay."

I wanted to yell at him but, he was right. I can't lose control. I'll have an anxiety attack. Last time wasn't the greatest of moments in my life. "I-Im going in the car."

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Liam's POV

I kissed Niall on his forehead saying goodbye leaving Louis and I in the same room.

I was shocked. So shocked. Louis was crying. He was crying. I knew he was just putting barriers up for himself. It just broke. "What are we going to do?" Louis cried.