Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 15

Harry's POV

"I'm not afraid of roller coasters I'm just not a fan of heights." Ed blushed and I found it adorable.

"Okay so lets get this straight-

"I'm not." He joked. I busted out laughing.

"God you're so cheesy." I said. We stopped laughing and stood on my front porch awkwardly. The silence was excruciating. My hands gripped the side of my pants and all I could do was wait. Should I kiss him?

My heart sped up when Ed's eyes looked down to my lips. I couldn't breathe when he started to lean in. Now we were both leaning in. My lips brushed against his and my breath hitched.

Ed moaned placing his hands on my neck pushing me closer and we finally connected. I tensed but then melted into his touch feeling my heart flutter as cheesy as that sounds. I smiled into the kiss feeling me fall for him even more than yesterday. Even more than just seconds ago when he basically admitted he didn't like rollercoasters.

Even more than when we were in the car when he held my hand.

I was finally happy. Before I could go any further I pushed him away hearing something.

"What happened?" Ed asked me.

"I could've sworn I just heard someone. Someone was watching us."

"That's called paparazzi." Ed joked.

"They aren't allowed to be on home property." I reminded him. "I was probably just hearing things."

"Don't go paranormal activity on me." Ed joked about to walk home. He was worse than me. But I liked that about him. "Um..Harry...can I ask you something?"

Ed walked back up my porch and grabbed my hand. "Uh...will...will you be my boyfriend?"

My breathe hitched again and I couldn't help but kiss him again. He was everything I could've asked for. He saved me from everything that was stopping me from going on. He took away the pain that was engulfing my body like a bullet. And just like I bullet he killed all that anger.

"Yes. I'll be your boyfriend!!"

"Really?" Ed said sounding relieved. I nodded kissing him again.

"Yes."

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I sat on the side walk listening to there conversation and a tear fell from my eye. This pain was worse than anything, I have ever felt before. I was too late. That was the worse part! I lost him for good. One moment I thought everything could change and then the next my heart is being ripped out like a bullet. I sobbed looking at the present I got Harry not knowing if I wanted to throw it away.

I grabbed my phone texting Luke that I'm bailing out and begged him to not pick me up. I needed some time to think without him asking questions or yelling at me.

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The streets were loud with party goers but to my ears there was silence. I was wounded completely. I needed to let this go. Anyway that I could, I needed to.

My eyes landed on one of the clubs I used to go to with the boys and I sighed in relief. I couldn't care if I went back to my old habits. This was just as bad losing Perrie. Maybe even worse.

God I feel so stupid. Why didn't I know this sooner? Why didn't I realize I......I loved him sooner? I screwed up.

"Hello sir, what would you like to drink?" My head was low and my hoodie and glasses were on so I wouldn't be recognized.