Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 17

IMPORTANT MESSAGE AT THE END!!

WHAT DID I JUST DO?!!!!!

The rain splattered on the window of the car as we drove back to our home in Paris. It was quiet and I didn't want to talk at all. Mostly because I didn't think I knew how to at the moment.

My throat felt dry and I was pretty sure if I spoke, I would sound like I was dying.

When we got home Luke dropped me off and although he wanted to stay and make sure I was okay, I begged him to go see Ash because I knew he was missing him and Ashton would be worried.

As soon as I got inside I walked towards the kitchen taking out my tub of ice cream then walked over to my couch with my blanket and turned on the tv.

I'm not gonna lie.....if there was alcohol in this house I would drink some right now but luckily Luke and I threw all of them away.

So all I could do was stuff my face with ice cream.

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Harry's POV

"Ed!!" I yelled banging on his door. "Ed open up."

The door opened unexpectedly and I flinched stepping back. Ed sighed running his hands through his hair. "What do you want Haz?"

My heart sped up quickly when he said that. He'd still call me that after all that happened. "I........I-

"Harry I have a deadline. I need to head to the studio in an hour." Ed said. His voice sounded hoarse.

"I'm sorry for what happened. I didn't mean for it to happen.....I...and I know I can't take it back but I want you Ed. You have to understand that there is nobody else in this world I'd rather be with but you-

"Somehow I find that hard to believe."

"I know. But I promise it won't happen again. Ed please. Please give me another chance."

Ed's face was emotionless and I honestly thought it was over me. He didn't say a word for minutes and it was hell. "I love you Harry more than I thought I'd love anybody else."

"I love you too."

"Come to the studio with me." He said.

I was shocked wondering as to why he would want me to come considering he never really brings anybody to the studio.

"Okay."

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"So I wanted to.......I wanted to make a song with you." Ed said shyly.

I smirked. "A song with me?"

"Yeah, I've been thinking about it for a while now."

I shrugged. "Okay." I walked over to his guitar grabbing it for him and he took out his notepad.

He started humming and I watched him intensely. I close my eyes listening to him. I loved listening to him sing. He was my lullaby.

"Loving can hurt. Loving can hurt sometimes." My eyes opened and I realized he was looking at me. "But it's the only thing that I know."

"When it gets hard." I started off. He smirked smiling. "You know it can get hard sometimes. It's the only thing that makes us feel alive."

"We keep this love in a photograph. We made these memories for ourselves

Where our eyes are never closing

Our hearts were never broken

And time's forever frozen, still."