Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 21

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"Hi Zayn." Ed gritted his teeth.

Harry had his head down and I could tell he was freaking out. Ed was breathing heavily and his fists were clenched. "Harry...." He trailed off waiting for an answer.

"Hi Ed." He smiled awkwardly. "I thought you weren't coming back. Ever. For a year."

"Yes but I came to see you before I was about to leave."

Harry's breath hitched and he stood up throwing away his chips. "I think we should talk. Outside."

Harry walked out and I was honestly seething threw my teeth. Why isn't he trusting Harry? If anything he shouldn't be trusting me. He probably doesn't.

As soon as the door shut it seemed as if the awkward air enticed. All I could hear was Louis chuckling. "Zayn's a home wrecker."

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Harry's POV

"Your obviously mad at me so spill it."

"Well of course I'm mad. Last time he was here you were making out with him. You were on top of him Harry!" Ed yelled and I swore everyone could hear from inside the dressing room.

I blushed, trying not to remember that day knowing it would drive me crazy. "I love you Harry. You said you love me-

"And I do! Don't you dare for a second think that's not the truth-

"I don't know what the truth is anymore. I'm about to leave for a year without you by my side Harry and I don't know how......I don't know-

"How to trust me." I answered for him. "That's really low Ed. Really low."

"Harry-

"I honestly feel like you don't know me. I'm extremely loyal to you. Last time was completely stupid and it happened so fast but I promise you, I've never felt so broken until you walked out that door. I thought it was over. It was the worst feeling I could possibly imagine. And I don't want that again."

"Then why is Zayn here?"

I scoffed. "Because he wanted to be. I know Zayn, he's as stubborn as I am. He wasn't going to leave. Well he was but he came back-

"For you?"

"No." I spat at him feeling annoyed. "He came to apologize and try to fix everything. We're just friends okay. As much as I want to hate him forever, I can't. All because we're friends doesn't mean I trust him and it doesn't mean I love him." I said stepping forward. "I don't know how long he'll be here, in case you were wondering. And it shouldn't matter anyways. I just want you to trust me. Please." I begged.

I rested my forehead on his running my hands up and down his arms trying to calm him down. A soft kiss was placed on my nose and I smiled. "I love you Harry."

"I love you too." I smiled. Leaning in for a kiss, I brushed my lips against his hoping for him to kiss back but he pushed away.

"But that doesn't mean we should be together anymore." I felt frozen. Everything just stopped. The air was sucked right outta me. "I can see it in your eyes Harry. You might not see it but I do. You still love him."

"W-What?" I said. I didn't know whether to feel angry, confused, hurt or just all. But all I knew was that I couldn't let him go. "You don't mean that."

"Yes I do."

I clenched my fists with anger slamming them on his chests. "I hate you!!! I hate you!! I hate you!! I hate you!! Am I honestly hearing this right now?!"