Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 32

AN: THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE FROM NIALLS POV 😊

Niall's POV

I laid silently in my new bed and new home flipping through wedding venue magazines as Liam watched Netflix right next to me. Although my eyes were fixated on one thing, I couldn't get my mind off Louis. Ever since the hospital, he's just been acting so strange to me. It's like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I want him to be by my side through all of this. Although Liam is with me, he hasn't really been much help. I mean yeah of course I wanted to take control of this whole wedding but, he just hasn't been communicating with me lately. I don't know. Maybe I'm just thinking to much into things.

No matter how hard I tried to act like it wasn't a big deal, it still seemed to get under my skin. I closed my wedding binder and set it on the empty floor next to me. "Liam." I breathed out.

His eyes were so focused on the screen, he didn't even hear me. It was usually like this almost every day. "Liam? Hello."

He finally broke from his computer screen to look at me. His eyes looked incredibly bored and tiresome. "Yes Ni."

My eyes widened. Was he annoyed of me? "I'm sorry am I bothering you?"

Liam rolled his eyes and tried to slide his arms around my waist but I pushed them away. "No. Obviously I'm not wanted."

"Whoah Niall come on." Liam sighed. "There's nothing you could do to ever bother me."

"Are you sure about that because it doesn't seem so."

I found myself scooting off our bed onto the soft carpets that I had placed recently in our room. I just felt like everything was spinning out of control. I felt hurt. I just...i needed my friend back.

"Niall....whats wrong?" Liam said, standing up off the bed, reaching for my hand. "You've been a little out of it, lately."

"Yeah? Well you seem to be out of it too." Liam raised his hand up to my shoulder and I truly hated it.

Well I didn't. My eyes closed melting into his touch and I could feel the soft smile on Liams lips as he kissed my neck. I hated that he knew how to calm me down. It was a cliche thing to say but he just knew.

"I know you're worried about Louis." Liam stated. My eye's watered at the sound of his name and Liam embraced me into a hug.

"Do you think he hates me?"

Liam let go of me and stared me straight in the eyes. I used to get lost in his chocolate brown ones, to the point where I would forget how to speak but this time it was different. It scared me. "Why would he hate you? I couldn't imagine anyone ever hating you."

I sighed. "Yeah but he hasn't been talking to me lately and ever since you proposed it's like, he can't even look..." I trailed off my sentence finally realising what it is. My eyes drifted to the couch as I thought of what it could've been. Suddenly my heart was racing and my hands were beginning to sweat.

"Niall...whats wrong."

"I....uh I have to go. I'll see you in an hour."

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The rain was pouring on my head, and my clothes were drenched but I didn't care. I was angry and furious. "Zayn open up the fucking door!!"

The door opened but it wasn't Zayn. It was Louis. His eyes were wide in shock but I didn't give two shits. "Niall? W-Why are you here? Why are you...arent you supposed to be with Li-"

"I'm here to see you. Now let me in." I didn't really need his permission considering I pushed my way in anyways. I dropped my wallet and keys on the table in anger. For a moment I thought the table was going to crack just because of it. It was quiet. Too quiet and all we could both hear was my strong breathing. "Where's your little boyfriend?"