Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 30

"Zayn come here." Luke sniffled passing me my suitcase. I took the suitcase out of his hand placing it in the car. "When will you be back?"

I chuckled. "I'll be coming back for sure. You may never know, I might come back next week." Smirking I got in the car and waved off my goodbyes.

The ride to the airport was silent and tiring. Harry was already asleep. Louis rested his head on the window listening to music. Liam and Niall held hands talking softly to each and I was just staring at how peaceful Harry was. Although Luke's birthday week is over I still have one more thing to do, for Harry.

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London, England

I really hated it here. I hated England. I hated everything about it. I don't know if I want to stay or just go to Paris. If I stay put in England I'll be closer to Harry but if I don't I will be in a place I've fallen in love with but I won't be closer to Harry.

I guess there is really a difference with being normal.

I've already decided what I want to do with my life. I want to keep doing music but not openly I guess......

"Zayn! Are you done daydreaming?" Harry yelled.

He allowed me to chill at his house until I was able to find a place. He gave me a key and everything watch was kind of unreal for him to do that so soon.

"Zayn were you listening to me?" Harry questioned.

"No." I mumbled in an apologetic tone.

"I was saying I think we should go on a break." Harry says nervously biting his lips.

My eyes widened and I felt my heart clutch. "What?! Why?! What did I do-

Harry laughed. "No not us. I mean the band."

I breathed out in relief extremely thankful that he wasn't talking about us. "Wait why the band?"

"Well, Niall and Liam are about to settle down and get married, Louis had therapy and multiple other things going on with his disorder and I really want to be with you. I can't just leave you for the rest of the year right after being together." Harry chuckled. "I don't think it's a bad thing you know. Maybe we should just end it. It would be best for all of us. We've all been thinking about it."

"And you never told me about it."

Harry rolled his eyes. "Zayn you weren't there."

"Right. I completely forgot sorry."

He pressed a kiss to my cheek and I smiled. There was a moment of silence as I looked into his green eyes. I loved him and I wanted to tell the world for him and for me. "Remember that carnival we went to a few years back for your birthday?" I asked him.

He nodded. "Yeah why?"

I smirked. "Let's go." I hopped up off the big couch landing my feet on the carpet then walked to get my keys off the counter.

"Zayn are we going to-

" mhmm" I answered for him.

"Wait you're walking to fast." He whined. I paused waiting for him to hold my hand and when we did we walked to the car and started our journey.

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"Zayn there's alot of people here." Harry said as we were parked in our car.

"Yeah I noticed." I laughed even though deep down inside I was nervous. I wasn't ready to hear people screaming for me or the flashing lights everywhere.