Behind Broken Walls (Zarry) GOING UNDER MAJOR EDITING*****

Chapter 16

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"Zayn you cant go. You have a hangover and yesterday you had a concussion. You can't-

"Weren't you the one that was pushing me to do this?!" I yelled aggravated.

"Yes but that was when you weren't drunk and in the hospital." Luke snapped. Yes it hurts that he found someone else but......let me just say you start to realize things when you land in a hospital. "Luke im going and that's final. I don't care."

"Just promise me one thing." I nodded. "Please stop drinking. Don't drink."

"Yesterday was a one time thing. I wont do it again." I told him. He still stood there waiting for an actual promise. I sighed running my hand through my hair. "I promise."

I got up from my bed and as soon as I landed onto the floor, I stumbled. A whimper escaped my mouth and I groaned. Why do the stupidest things happen to me when im drunk.

"Shit Zayn!" Luke snapped at me. "You're ankles freaking broken. Where did you fall yesterday."

"I don't know, I was drunk!!"

"You're going to apologize to Harry crippled?" Luke joked.

"Shut up. Its now or never Luke." I groaned limping on my knee. I breathed out on each step.

"Lets go."

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Before Zayn decided to be dumb and leave.

I cried looking at myself in the mirror. I can't like Harry. I love Perrie. Why am I so confused. Maybe they were right? I should go to rehab. I'm going crazy if I'm falling for my best friend.

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I stared at Harry's house remembering the last time I was there. I gulped getting out of the car and walked-limped to his house. "Good luck Zayn."

"Thanks for the positivity Luke." I could feel him roll his eyes from behind me and he drove off.

I stood there nervously hesitant on whether I should open the door or not. I brought up my hand slowly. It was shaking and I knocked on the door. I was worried he wasn't going to answer because to me, this was only going to be a one time thing.

Luckily he answered the door and to say that he was shocked would be an understatement. "Hey Harry."

"Z-Z...y-y-.....c-c-a...I...." He kept stuttering and it honestly scared the heck out of me. "You're supposed to be in the hospital."

"Well I got out. I'm fine." I said walking into his house. Harry closed the door and we walked over to his living room.

His eyes were still wide and filled with shock. "You're limping on one knee Zayn."

"And.....I'm not dead-

"That's not funny."

"Wait...." I trailed off feeling somewhat confused. "How did you know I was in the hospital?"

His eyes widened and he slammed his hand on his forehead. "Luke told me what happened. He wanted to make sure you were okay and the only way he could do that was if he had some sort of recognition from me or one of the boys."

"And you didn't stay."

He scoffed. "I was shocked and confused. You fell off the face of the earth for months and knowing you were here, I was overwhelmed."

I opened my mouth then closed it understanding where he was coming from.

He mumbled something under his breathe and I snapped my eyes forward to him. "What did you say?"