daddy issues- lil peep

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lilpeep: 😈😈
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lunaspen: forever
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(she's so hotttttt)

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gus layed me on the bed and kissed me. "i missed
you so much" he said. "gus you literally didn't see me for a few hours" i replied back. "so who said i
couldn't miss my favourite girl" he said hugging me."i'm so tired" "lets sleep then."

it's been a around a week since the nightmares.
i only get them twice a week. so it's not that bad.
gus is the best person ever, he literally stayed up
all night so i would feel better and safe. he's cute.
i love him so much you don't realise.

"gus" i said. "yeah" he said. "can you be the best
and get me a drink" i said. he rolled his eyes and got up. "I LOVE YOU" i shouted. "love you too" he said.

gus came back with a bottle of hennessy. "i meant
waterrrr" i said. "this is better" gus said with a
smirk. "you wanna get drunk?" i asked. he nodded
his head.

1 hour later.

me and gus are very drunk. "gusssssssss make me
a bluntttt" i said. "no make it yourself i'm too tired" he said. "pleaseeee" i said.

the next day.

when i tell you i was in pain. i mean a lot of pain.
i had really bad cramps. my head hurted. i got
up to go the bathroom. i got my period.
i changed and did all the things to clean myself
up. i went to the kitchen and got advil. i took probably too many. i went back to bed. gus was
still asleep. there's was blood on my sheets. great.

gus's pov:

i heard luna get up. im really worried about her.
she's been acting different. when i mean different.
i mean most nights she wants to fuck and that's
not her. yeah she wants to have sex with me.
but it's like most of the week. i really don't know
what it is. she's really lonely. i mean she has me
and her friends, but she has no family. no one talks to her and i think that's getting to her. 
she drowns her pain in sex.

luna's pov:

i got up and went back to get something to eat.
i was hungry. a few minutes later, gus came out of
my room. he wrapped his arms around my waist.
he kissed my spine. i got shivers down my body.
"you wanna come over to mine with me" gus said.
i nodded my head and turned around. i kissed him
quickly on the lips. "my head hurts" i said.
"that probably wasn't a good idea last night for
your sake" he said. "yeah my head it's probably
gonna hurt all day."

at gus's.

me,gus and a few other people were sitting in
the living room. "peep can i play spotlight for the
guys" smokeasac said. gus nodded his head.
i haven't heard this song.

the song finished. gus said a few of them lyrics to
me at the club ages ago. "it's so good" i said grabbing my arms around his neck. "thanks boo"
he gave me a kiss on the cheek.

a couple of hours later.

i kissed gus on the lips. i deepened it. he pulled me
onto his lap. i pulled away and started kissing
his neck. "fuck" he said pushing his hair out of the
way. "uh yeah peep" tracy opened the door and
walked in. me and gus both froze. i slowly got
off his lap and went on my phone. "yeah" gus said.
"can you do some ad libs for me" he said.
"yeah i'll be there in a sec" gus said to him.
gus looked at me. "i'll be back in a few minutes"
he said kissing me softly. i nodded my head and
watched him walk away.

i'm pissed about gus leaving. anyway i literally
sat there on my phone to wait till he came back.
i wanted to finish what stared. then a few minutes
later gus came back. "i'm so tired" he said
plopping onto his bed. "yeah me too" i obviously lied to him. "you wanna sleep" he asked. i nodded my head.

me and gus were in bed. he was spooning me.
i was still wide awake. i wasn't tired. i drank 2
energy drinks today. i'm literally looking at
nothing. its so dark in his room when the light is
off. obviously it's dark but it's really dark.

i tried to move gus so i could turn around.
but no he kept pulling back to him. i sighed and
tried to close my eyes and fall asleep.

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sorry i'm so unmotivated to write :(
peace and love.