VERY CRINGE BOOK, I WROTE IT 2020 .
pick me girl vibes
"girl i know you got daddy issues"
"how would you know are you some fucking stalker"
started 19th of october 2020
finished 18th of march 2021
tears fell down my face,crying for no reason. what i'm on my period. i'll just get shower and cry in there. that's what i did.
i got out,my phone began to ring.
INCOMING CALL lil pepe😼 accept|decline
"what's up" i say into my phone, "answer your door". what? gus is outside. "okay i'll be there now". i wrapped a towel around my body. i walked to my door and opened it. "mmm i wonder what's under that towel" gus said i lightly hit him. "is there a reason your in here" i say walking into my bedroom. "umm no i just wanted to see you" he said "oh my god lil peep wants to see me" i said "shut up" he said smilin. "okay go i need to get changed" i said pushing him out. " i want to watch" gus said" you can dream gus" i say closing the door.
i put on sex(last nite) on because it's a good song. i got changed into a black cropped top and low waisted jeans.
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i put on jewellery,makeup and left my hair natural.
i walked out of my room. gus was sitting on my couch. "good music choice" he said "thank you" " it's this guy name lil peep he's really hot too" i said "oh really he said how hot is he" "um he's a 9/10" i say. "why isn't it 10/10" gus said "because he needs to get his roots done". " heyyyy" he said putting his hood up. i walked over to him. "its a joke lil pepe" i say putting his hood down. he pulled me onto his lap. he softly kissed me. i kissed him he smiled at me. he lifted me up and placed me back down onto the ground "let's go luna" he said "where are we going" i said "i don't know" he said back to me.
[ skip time ]
"gus i know you fucked that one fan" i said taking a sip out of my drink. "you said that so loud" he said "bitch your turning into my sister she always tells me that i speak loud" i said "cause you do gus" said "fuck off" i said making face at him. "gus i will come up to your place and kill you" i say "that's hot" he said nudging me. a few fans came up to gus. they asked for a picture WITH ME i had no problem with it. its just i don't wanna be one of gus's bitches that gets fame of him.
"your famous now" gussaid to me. "nope" i said. we walked back to my apartment. i opened my apartment door and walked in. "i'm so tired" i said putting my hair in a bun. i walked into my room,i fell onto my bed. i took off my shoes. "gus lay with me" i said he walked in and got beside me. "watch the tv if you want" i said handing him the tv remote. i got comfy and fell asleep. i woke up,it was dark out. i checked the time it was 8:30pm. how did i fall asleep for that long. i could feel gus's arms wrap around me. i smiled and fell back asleep which i hated.
