VERY CRINGE BOOK, I WROTE IT 2020 .
pick me girl vibes
"girl i know you got daddy issues"
"how would you know are you some fucking stalker"
started 19th of october 2020
finished 18th of march 2021
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lunaspen:i found this old pic i'm scared of gus now lunaspen:he looks like a demon I CANT lilpeep:wdym i look sexy lunaspen:@lilpeep okay😁😁😁 lilpeep:i was probably fucked up liltracy:gus sold his soul toopoor:HIS FACE toopoor:is mouth is open so fucking weird lunaspen:@toopoor he is a reptile load more comments
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lilpeep:the actual demon lunaspen:bitch your the demon here lilpeep:@lunaspen did u just call me bitch lunaspen:i just look bitchy lunaspen:GUS YOU ARE NOT HUMAN random.user4744:i ship ^^^ brandon_arrega:😍😍
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luna's pov:
"can you tell your boyfriend to stop commenting on my posts" gus said "he's not my boyfriend" i said "then what are you" he said i don't know "for all i know he could be fucking another girl right now" i say "who would cheat on you your beautiful" he said,my face went red and i got a feeling in my stomach. do i like him? no i don't. its just a fling. gus flirts with everyone. it's probably nothing. "thank you gustav but luna has to go home" i say "whyyyyyy" he said pulling my body onto his. i lifted my body up. "because i have to plan my halloween outfit" i say. "are you gonna take my advice and be a slutty nurse" he said smirking. "your dreams gus" i say standing up. he pulled me down again. his body was now hovered over me. his diamond cross hanging over me"you gonna try escape" he said making eye contact with me. his eyes are so dark. he placed his lips on mine,he deepened the kiss he kissed my neck. he was about to give me a hickey,i pushed him away in time. his hands explored my body. i was dying,not actually. i was like how is this happening. he slipped off my pants and kissed my inner thighs,why was i letting him do this to me. i moaned really fucking loud,he put his hand over my mouth. "gotta be quiet" he said. "you know i'm doing this for my own pleasure not yours" he said continuing. OHMYGODTHATSHOT. i pulled him back to me,i kissed him deepening it,he pulled me onto his lap still kissing me. "i would blow my brains just for you"he said whispering into my ear,i pulled away "using your own lyric" i said shaking head. "shut up" he said kissing me.
[ the next day]
it was 7pm,gus was having a party. i wore a tight black dress with fish nets and doc martens.
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i arrived at the party,i scanned the room. i might have predrank some alcohol. there was a whore on gus's lap,i walked over to her pushed her off and sat on gus's lap. "oops sorry" i said wrapping my arm around his shoulder. "peep do something" she said angrily "bitch fuck off you don't even know anything about him" i said "i do" she said back "what's his full name" i said ugh she stormed off. "a way to make a entrance" he said "i know i'm just too good" i said "are you drunk" he said "maybe i am" i say touching his hair. drugz came on by gus. "OH MY GOD YES" i screamed "ONLY DO IT FOR THE PAIN IT BE FUCKING UP MY BRAIN" "when you rap fast it's hot" i said "oh really" he said smirking "yes" i said.
i woke up. the day i didn't want to happen. gus's funeral. i put on the dress that gus loved. i walked into the church. after awhile it was my turn to speak about gus. before i start i just want to say that sorry if i breakdown,gus was perfect inside and outside. he would never judge anyone. he would always check up on people even if he wasn't okay he would check if everyone else was okay. he was such a loving person. the day i met him,i banged into him. that second i looked into his eyes,tears fell out of my eyes,i knew he was in pain. i wanted to stop that pain. gus told me that i helped him. he would tell me daily that i was beautiful. he has the brightest smile ever. he had the cutest smile ever. i love him with whole heart. i don't think i can love someone more then we loved eachother. i know he hated when i called him gus or gustav. i told him gus was the cutest name ever. that's when he told me,he loved me. our relationship wasn't perfect all the time. we had are fights and breaks. but some how made are way back to eachother. he was so hard to stay mad at. i will forever love gus with my whole heart. no one will ever replace you gus i love you.
i came off the stand and sat back down beside liza,i wiped the tears off my face.
i woke up sweaty,i was still in my dress. i looked over and gus was there. it was a dream. i snuggled into gus. his arm went around my waist. i went back asleep. glad that it was a dream. i really fucking liked him. but i also liked brandon. help.
— i'm sad so i wrote that i'm more sad now i might double update
