VERY CRINGE BOOK, I WROTE IT 2020 .
pick me girl vibes
"girl i know you got daddy issues"
"how would you know are you some fucking stalker"
started 19th of october 2020
finished 18th of march 2021
shit has been weird around here. gus was being real cold. no one was really talking to me at all. only layla and nate. me and gus were about to fuck and he pushed me away. i really don't know what i did wrong, it was really strange i just wanted to know.
i walk into the apartment in echo park aka gus's apartment. i got dirty looks from everyone when i walked in. "what the fuck did i do" i said. everyone stayed quiet. i went to gus's room. i opened the door and slammed it shut. "alright what the fuck did i do for you and all your friends to hate me" i said. he scoffed at me. "because there was a guy texting you a couple of days ago" he said loudly. "gus thats my fucking brother" i said back at him. "oh" he went quiet. "and the fact that you would think i would actually cheat on you is stupid" i said. "bye gus". he pulled me back. "look i'm sorry" he said. "gus you obviously don't trust me, if you think i would cheat on you" i said. he stayed quiet. "gus i think we need a break we're too toxic for eachother" i say. "luna please no" he said. "bye gus". i walked out of his room. he was probably following me. "oh yeah by the way i wasn't cheating on gus, it was my brother who was texting me so don't go on his side since he's your friend you who all use for clout. i can literally only name 3 people in here who are really his friend" i said. then i left.
i went home and got into the shower. my phone was getting notifications like crazy. i wrapped a towel around my body and turned my speaker off. i went to my bedroom and picked up my phone. a couple of texts from gus.
[ i changed gus's contact name to gus🥺 ]
gus🥺
gus luna i'm so sorry u know i love u so much u know i got my problems i know u got yours too please baby
me gus i love u too but we need a break from eachother just so everything can calm down cause i'm still pissed at u
gus okay text me when ur ready
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i.hate.myself. fun. i got in my car and drove around for no reason. yes i did blare music through my car and scream the lyrics. its fine i guess. well i don't really care what people think of me.
gus's pov:
i fucked up bad. i'm so stupid of thinking that luna would cheat on me. i hate myself for it. "peep why did your bitch go all pissed with us" someone said. i don't know half the people's names here. "uh cause she was fucking right and i was in the wrong for thinking that she would cheat on me also shes right cause half of you people are fake" i said and walked away.
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[ lunaspen's instagram story ]
she posted a picture on her instagram story. she was so beautiful. but she looked like she was doing fine without me. i just should probably just stop and leave her alone. she doesn't need me. i'm a fuck up. i'm toxic.
luna's pov:
it was getting late. around 3am. so i decided i would actually sleep since i never do. i got into bed and went asleep.
the next day.
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lunaspen: 🧷🧷 toopoor: will u marry me lunaspen: @toopoor yes random.user8252927: did her and peep break up lilpeep: oh my god randompersonwhousespeepforclout: hoe lunaspen: @randompersonwhousespeepforclout stay mad luv😘 load more comments
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lilpeep: lilpeep nasty scratches on the back😁 omgimwigs: i think ur proud of this achievement peep lunaspen: should thank me😘😘 lilpeep: @lunaspen 😏😏 random.user5383627: wtf load more comments
— i haven't been motivated lately sorry. i'm very lazy. anyway sorry for the short chapter i'm tired. i'll do a spelling check tmr. peace and love.
