daddy issues- lil peep

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"just shut the fuck up" i said to gus. "i shut up the
fuck up" he said screaming at me. "you were all
that guy last night" "gus HES GAY" i said.
"you know he could be straight and tell you he's
gay" he screamed in my face. "your actually
crazy" i said grabbing my bag. "where are you
going" he asked me. "i'm going home" i said
wiping the tears off my face. "lun-" i cut him off.
"you know what gus, i think we should take a
break, our relationship is like a broken record
we're both getting toxic as fuck again i can't
do this anymore" i said opening the door and
slamming it behind me.

i got into my car and drove home.

i got home. i needed to just forget about
everything and calm myself. i got undressed
and got in the shower. i just needed to
relax myself.

i got out. my makeup was smeared everywhere.
i washed my face and did my skin care routine.
my phone was buzzed. i picked it up.
nate.

nate😎

nate
what happened between u and peep

me
is he telling everyone now

nate
no me and tracy walked into his room and he was crying , we asked him was he okay and he said luna

me
yeah well we need a break it's getting too toxic

nate
you know your soulmates

me
i thought that too but i guess i was wrong

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i cried for like 2 hours after that. i feel like he
emotionally controls me. i mean like by him
loving me so much, it fucks with me when we
can't be together or we aren't together.
that probably doesn't make any sense.

lilpeep: i love u and i hope you know that
*comments disabled*

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gus never ever turns off his comments.
like rarely. i have never see him do it fuck.
i just hate the way i love him so much.
the most lovable person i have ever met you
can't hate him. ugh i hate love sometimes.

i ordered food and got into bed. i was going to
stay in bed for the rest of the night and be sad.
i turned on american horror story and waited
for my food to come.

i sat in bed. my room was dark and the tv was
playing. i looked at my phone it was 4:22am.
my background was still him.

[ lunaspen's instagram story ]

lilpeep reacted to your story!
😍😍

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i left him on seen. i put my phone down and took
out my journal. i just needed to write my feelings
down and get everything out. i put on the
first twilight and wrote in my journal.

the next day.

i woke up. it was 3:56pm. fuck slept in all day.
i hear knocking at my door. i was too lazy
to get up. the knocking kept going on and on.
i finally got up and went to open it. layla.
"are you okay" she said walking in. "yeah i'm
fine" i said lying. "liar."

layla was now making me go out. i got in the
shower, did my makeup, hair and got changed.

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"where are we even going" i said getting into
layla's car. "we're going to get food" she said.
i nodded my head and plugged in the aux.

we arrived at the restaurant. it was nice.
not to fancy. me and layla sat down and i
told her everything.

[ lunaspen's instagram story ]

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me and layla got our food. we were eating it and
my phone start buzzing.

gus🥺
INCOMING CALL.
ACCEPT|DECLINE.

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"no your not answering that" she said. "whyyy"
i said. "because your both gonna start fighting
again and we don't want that" she said.
i put my phone in my pocket and didn't pick
up it.

me and layla went back to her apartment.
well house.

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short chapter cause i'm umotivated rn sorry :(
peace and love.