VERY CRINGE BOOK, I WROTE IT 2020 .
pick me girl vibes
"girl i know you got daddy issues"
"how would you know are you some fucking stalker"
started 19th of october 2020
finished 18th of march 2021
gus took me out to this fancy ass restaurant. we ate gooooddd. gus payed. i hate him for it.
we went back to my apartment. gus lit a blunt. we passed to eachother till there was nothing left. "you have any hennessy" gus said. "yeah go get it" i said. "okay" he said with a smirk.
he came back with the bottle. he opened and passed it to me. we passed back to eachother. "immmmm so drunkkkkk" i said to gus. he laughed at me. "i can at least control myself more" he said. gus really was more sober than me. wow. i went over to him and sat on his lap. i wrapped my 2 legs around him. "your so hot" i said. "thanks boo" he said smiling at me. i kissed him. "i wanna fuck you" i said. "your too drunk" he said. "boring" i said getting off his lap.
i walked into my kitchen to get water. i walked back into my bedroom. "boo" gus said. i ignored him. "luna" "luna "LUNA" he grabbed my wrist. "ow" i said. "shit sorry" he said putting it down slowly.
i walked over to my closet. i took off my dress. i grabbed one of gus's t shirts that i keep. "i'm going asleep" i said. "it's only 11pm" gus said checking his phone. "i'm tired" i said. i turned off the light and tried to walk over to my bed. i fell. "fuck luna are you okay" gus said turning his flash light on his phone.
gus turned the light on. "your head is bleeding" he said. he pulled me up. "it's not " i said touching my head. "do you have a first aid kid" he said. "bathroom" i said lazily pointing at my bathroom. "come on" gus said taking my hand and walking into the bathroom.
gus lifted me up on the counter top where my sinks are. "your so tall" i said smiling and patting his hair. gus looked through cabinets and found something. "this is probably gonna sting" he said putting the wipe on my face. fuck it hurt. i rested my hands on gus's shoulders. "i'm tired" i said. "it's nearly done." he finished up. "can you carry me to bed i don't wanna walk" i said. "fine."
gus placed me onto my bed. he put the covers over me. "i wanna snuggle" i said. gus took off his jeans and t shirt and got in beside me. i put my head on his chest. "i love you" i said. "i love you too boo" he kissed me on the head.
the next day.
i woke up. gus wasn't beside me. i start to cough really bad. yeah i needed to throw up. i run to the bathroom and threw up. gus was in the shower. he pulled the shower curtain. he grabbed a towel and wrapped around him. he pulled my hair back and rub my back.
i sighed. i grabbed a piece of tissue to wipe my mouth. "well your never drinking again" gus said. "can you make me soup" i said. gus nodded his head. it'll will be good he used to work at a restaurant when he lived in long island. or he could just use a packeted one.
i went back to my bed and sat up. my head hurts. i touched it. there was like a band aid on it. "gus" i said. "yeah" he said walking into my bedroom with the bowl of soup. "what happened last night" i asked him. "you got very drunk and fell hit your head and also told me i'm boring" he said. "shit sorry i can't remember anything" i said. "it's good boo" he said putting the soup on my lap. "i'll eat it at a table" i said.
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"you want anything else before i leave" gus said. i shook my head. "okay i'll see you soon boo if you need me call me" he said kissing my head. "bye love you" "love you too."
after gus left i kept throwing up. i'm guessing it's something i ate. anyways i was kinda dying. my head and stomach hurt, i was hot and cold. i called gus. no answer. i called wiggy to see if he was with gus.
"nate are you with gus" i said. "yeah, but i don't know where he's gone" he said. "is there a party?" i asked him. "yeah, i can't really hear you i'll ring you back" "wha-" he hung up.
a few minutes he called me back. "you okay boo" it was gus. "no i really need you right now" i said. "okay i'll be there soon" he said. i wonder what he was so important he wasn't answering his phone.
1 hour passed. he still wasn't here. i called him again. "gus where are you" i said. "i'm on the way calm down" he said.
25 minutes later.
he finally was here. after 10 fucking years. "you still throwing up" gus said. i nodded my head. "what do you think it is" he asked. "i probably ate something" i said. "why weren't you answering you phone earlier" i asked him. "uh i left it in my room" he said. "i'm tired can we snuggle and watch tv" "yeah."
i fell asleep for the whole night.
the next day.
i woke up. gus was beside me. i put my head back on the pillow. then my stomach start rumbling. all the food i ate came up so i'm not surprised. i got up. "you okay" gus said lazily. "yeah just getting something to eat go back asleep" i said to him.
i went to the kitchen. i grabbed some bread and put it in the toaster. i just wanted something plain. i ate it and went back to my room. gus was still asleep. i grabbed my phone and put headphones in. i turned on my playlist and went back asleep.
i woke up to sex last nite blaring into my ears. gus was staring at me. i took them out. "what" i said. "you have been blaring my songs into your ears for the past couple of hours" he said. i smiled at him. "it's actually the best play list" i said.
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