daddy issues- lil peep

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luna's pov:

"look whoit is" gus said brandon ran into my bedroom . "are you okay luna" he said i stared
at him "get away from me i don't want to be
anyone but gus leave "i say bu- he got cut off by gus. "listen buddy she isn't in the mood right now so you can leave he" said brandon scoffed and walked out,banging the door behind him.
"asshole" gus said slamming my door shut.
it was kinda hot not gonna lie.

"i'm broken" i said to gus,he didn't say anything back he just wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight,he caused the pain but i needed him to numb the pain.

gus went to sleep.
i tried,but i couldn't i kept twisting and turning.
i don't even know if gus was asleep but i guessing he was or either he was faking being asleep.
"gus" i shook him,uhm he said,his eyes were still closed.
"i can't sleep" i said "come here" he said opening his arms. i put my body into his arms.
his arms were wrapped my body and my head was on his chest.
he was really warm,i could feel gus lightly
kiss my head.

[ a few weeks later ]

its been a few weeks since i tried to you know.
i'm feeling a bit better then i was,but everyone knows what happened and i fucking hate that people know because i'm stupid for doing it.
its currently thursday,gus has a show on
saturday night he asked me to come with him.
i don't know if i should or not because if
people keeping coming up to me and asking me am i okay,bitch i'm sad leave me alone but it's probably old news and people will forget.
layla has been staying over for the past few days we literally didn't have a layla and luna day in a long time,so she stayed over for a few days.
recently i have just been lying in my bed and
eating a lot of food,i probably gained weight,
but i mean that's fine.

lil pepe😼

lil pepe
heyyy booo i'm doing something with my hair

me
and that is?

lil pepe
dying it black

me
oooo you'll look hot
but i'm going to miss ur blonde hair :(

lil pepe
thanks boo
but dye it back soon

me
ok ima go eat more food byeee

lil pepe
leaving me :(((((

me
😘😘

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i put my phone down,get up and go to my kitchen,i need to go buy more food ugh.
i put on sweats,a baggy t shirt,some jordan's and do all my hygiene stuff.
my skin is breaking out a lot but it's fine.
i say "but it's fine" too much,i need help.
i grab my phone,wallet and keys then walk out of my apartment.

[ 45 minutes later ]

i was now home.
i bought a lot of food,i spend way too much money.