VERY CRINGE BOOK, I WROTE IT 2020 .
pick me girl vibes
"girl i know you got daddy issues"
"how would you know are you some fucking stalker"
started 19th of october 2020
finished 18th of march 2021
me and gus were in a uber on the way back to his place,the party was okay i guess.
me and gus made it back to his place. "come on gus let's go" i said,i dragged him to his bedroom. "i wanna f-fuck boo" he said slurring his words "gus i'm on my period" i said getting out of my outfit. "so i'll still fuck you on your period" he replied back. "gus no,maybe tomorrow i'm tired okay" "okay boo" he said kissing my lips gently.
i woke up,gus was beside me sound asleep. my head hurts so much from last night. the only thing i remember was telling gus that we couldn't fuck because i'm on my period, which is true,i got it before we left. my stomach feels like it's getting stabbed over and over again,this is why i hate being on my period is that my cramps last like for hours and then they go away for 10-15 minutes then they come back so rip to my stomach.
i got a weird feeling in my stomach like i was going to throw up,i ran to the bathroom and puked everything i drank from last night up. i could hear gus's foot steps coming towards the bathroom "it's okay baby" he said taking my hair out of my face and rubbing my back. after a few minutes i stopped,gus was still beside me the whole time,he didn't leave when i stopped,he stayed there till i felt good enough to actually stand up. "what if your pregnant" gus said "gus i'm not pregnant i'm on my period" i replied back "just saying". i sat up on gus's bed,he was watching me from his door,his head was against his door frame,he looked good. his messy black hair,he had his shirt of revealing his tattoos,especially the "daddy" tattoo. "stop staring" he said. i got out of my trance "sorry can you get me some advil" i said,he nodded his head and walked away. i drank a lot last night,well its probably not a lot for gus but it is for me. i was probably more sober than gus though, at this point he doesn't get hangovers he's body is immune to them now.
gus came back with 2 advil and water. "thank you" i said taking it off him. "can we go back to mine tonight" i asked "yeah boo we can leave when ever you want" i nodded my head and weakly smiled.
me and gus were now at mine. i was feeling better than what i was,my head didn't hurt anymore. "i'm dying my hair tomorrow" gus said "what color" "well its gonna be half pink and half black" he said "that will look good on you" "thanks boo" he kissed me on the cheek,it wasn't just a peck on the cheek, i don't know how to describe it,it was kinda slobbery but i really don't care at all. "hey bitch" gus said "um" "will you be girlfriend" "mmm let me think" "shut up" he said pressing our lips together. "now that your my girlfriend,ima yell you this i used to jack off and think of you" i laughed "i hope you enjoyed it while it lasted" i replied back "who said i stopped" he said winking at me.
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lilpeep:my girlfriend is better than urs toopoor:GIRLFRIEND toopoor:FINALLYYYY lunaspen:i wanna meet your girlfriend lilpeep:@lunaspen u should she kinda looks like you it's weird ghostemane:oh my god finally liltracy:AYOOOOO omgimwigs:can you guys adopt me now load more comments
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"do you have any weed on you" gus said "i think so" i said walking over to my kitchen that's where i usually keep my stuff i know its pretty weird but it's like so i don't forgot. "take how much you want" "thanks boo"he said kissing my head.
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lunaspen:i guess this mf is my boyfriend now😳😳 lilpeep:ugh i guess he is😔 siiickbrain:the hottest couple ever toopoor: what she said ^^ brandon_arreaga: :( liltracy:^^ get that mf out of here random.user744:i though he had black hair lunaspen:@random.user744 old pic i took load more comments
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me and gus were laying down on my bed. "ima go live" gus said "okay" i replied. "i'm bored so i thought i should go live or sum" gus said to his phone. gus talked about random stuff. "who is she" "i don't know her" gus said since i was putting my head on his shoulder and looking at the comments that people we're saying. "don't tell me i won't find mac and cheese outside luna's apartment right now" "luna come with me" i got up and followed him. we both walked out of my apartment and walked down the hall,there was a bag and gus opened it.he put it down and opened it "gus don't tell me your eating that" i said he ignored me and ate it,he then spit it back into the plastic bowl it came in. "ima just put it back where i found it" he said.
we walked back to my apartment. we were standing outside,i opened the door about to walk in. "come here" i stared at him "come here" he said again "they want me to choke you" "he chokes hard" i say " he chokes hardddd" he said repeating me "they want me to do it" "i'm not in the mood" i said walking into my apartment "she's not in the mood" he said following me. me and gus went back into my bedroom. "luna they really me to choke you" he said i laughed, "we could make money of this shit" "yeah i know guys should me and gus make a only-" gus cut me off. "i was messing bitch" i said "here im going to choke you" gus said passing me his phone. "ready" i nodded my head. he put his hand around my neck and tightened it "go a little harder" i said. he stopped and took his phone back. "break her wind pipe,drop kick her,get the chair and break her back" gus said laughing i laughed so hard "that's my favourite one" "choke slam, what is it have we done that" i said to him gus laughed, "she said what's a choke slam have we done that,i think we done that one" gus said. a few minutes later we ended the live.
— i'm tired. and if u know that live that actually happened i love u for that. also i didn't say everything that happened in the live so yeah bye. [i put up at the top, just swipe and its the second slide]
