Marrying Agustina Del Mundo (Unedited)

Chapter 42

Agustina

Hindi ko alam kung ilang beses nagrereply sa utak ko 'yung sinabi ko kay David, nasabi ko na at totoo namang gusto ko talaga. Ang lapit niya sa akin possible'ng 'di ko pa ramdam na gusto ko'ng gawin iyon.

Nakita ko ang paggalaw ng panga niya, hindi ko alam kung matalim ba ang tiitg niya sa akin o ano. I am the one who is doomed by what I say.

I looked at him too, I was not nailing or anything. What I said is true, I should not be afraid.

"What?" he left leaning on the chair causing the two of us to move as well. "What are you saying?" hinawakan niya ang table niya. "Umalis ka na, kung gusto mo'ng umupo roon ka sa sofa." tumaas ang kilay ko. Talaga ba'ng ayaw niya?

Umiling ako pero hindi ako nagsalita. Lalo ako'ng kumapit sa kanya at inayos ang pagkakaupo sa kandungan niya. Humarap ako paaupo sa kanya. Ngayon magkaharap na kami at pinanlalakihan ako ng mata.

"Why? You don't like it?" I touched his chest, I could still feel his chest pounding. Even though I didn't look, I could see him swallowing what I was doing.

"Agustina, get out of my lap." he averted his eyes from me, still swallowing and moving his jaw. "Sit on the sofa."

"I want it here on your lap." I caressed his chest. "You have nothing to do." He frowned at me, I knew he was annoyed with me but I did not know. I pressed myself closer to him, only I could face him and look at him.

I don't think a Gomez is really perfect. He's so perfect for real woman. Not for me.

"You know, David, you're so perfect especially if you're married to a real woman." he slowly turned to me and looked me in the eyes. "You're so perfect just to marry me that you won't be given a fami--"

"We already have a family, Agustina." putol niya sa sasabihin ko. "I don't care if you can't give me a child, we can adopt." he did not take his eyes off me. "Never tell me I would be so perfect if I married a real woman." My heart pounded at what he said.

I only hurt myself because I know it's true, if she was a woman, maybe she wouldn't experience this.

My chest throbbed as he held my hand still holding his chest.

"Please, I love you, do not think like that, do not think what others will say. Listen to me because I am your husband, I accept you very much." I bit my lower lip, I could no longer look at him every time he spoke to me. I still can't help but think of what what.

"Don't even think about what Kate said, believe me." he took my hand and applied it to his cheek. "I'm still not okay, I'm still in pain but I want you here. I need you, I'm sorry..." nag-angat ako ng tingin sa kanya, tinignan ko ang mga mata nia'ng sa akin lang nakatingin. "I need you always.."

Binitawan niya ako at dahan-dahan na pinulupot ang mga kamay sa baywang ko hanggang sa likuran ko. Dahan-dahan niya din ako'ng pinalapit sa kanya. "I'm sorry, That I'm so inlove with you..." Ipinatong niya ang noo niya sa balikat ko.

Hinawakan ko ang ulo nya'ng nagpapahinga sa balikat ko, hinaplos ko ang buhok niya para kahit papaano mabawasan kung anuman 'yung nararamdaman niya. Lumapit ako sa kanya at hinalikan ang gilid ng noo niya.

I closed my eyes and felt his comforting and tight hug. I slightly pressed my head to him.

"Please, we are just like this." I whispered softly as I caressed his hair. He remained hugging me, very tightly and did not want to let go of me. I smiled at how I felt, I never thought I would feel more real to David the real rest and the real relieved in his arm.