Not quite suicidal

I just don't know anymore.

Jonathan's pov: (whoo)

Its about two in the morning now. Me and sky are in the 'highjacked' map. Its her favorite map for some reason.

"Okay, I'ma hide behind the barrows where all the action is. And when they all come to kill me, I shoot them all down. Its always my little tactic I always do."

"Its actually a real good one. But what if they try to get you from the behind?"

"That's where you come in. I need someone to cover for me"

"Ah...but you do realize where playing capture the flag right? So we won't need to do that"

"...fuck. I thought we where going to just play regular yano"

"Haha I'm sorry. But you wanna be on the same team as me or opposing team"

"Same team. Its better like that" she said

I nod. I do all the settings and it takes about five minuites. That's how fucking picky I am. Once everything's set up we play. It felt like a couple playing a game more than just friends. I don't know why but it did. We decided that the map were doing right now was the last one then we would go to sleep.

I looked over to her and she's literally on the floor and moving at every little thing she does. I guess I was looking for a bit to long because the game ended and she sorta threw the controler. She was so focused on the game. You wouldn't expect a girl like her to like these games.

"Fuck! I was so close to getting the last kill!" she yelled

"Haha. But we won didn't we?"

"Yeah...but dude..no ho ho"

"You realy like getting the last kill don't you"

"Hell yeah. It's always amazing"

"heh...well uh...I guess I should be going then..." I mumbled.

"...Yeah...t-that seems about right" she said smiling. I could tell her fake smile from her real smile. And that was not her real smile.

We stood up and walked to the door. When I walked out and faced her. She was standing in the dorrframe.

"Will I see you tomorrow?" She asked

"Definitly"

"*smiles*...well I look forward to that than mister monroe."

"Heh. As do I..."

We stayed like that for a bit just staring at eachother. Is that weird? It's werid. Is it?

"Till tomorrow" I say smiling while walking off. I got to the end of the driveway and smiled than walked off a bit.

"Wait!" she yelled out from the door.

I look at her and she was running to me. She hugged me while I was off gaurd. When I notice that I instantly hugged her back tightly.

"Why are you so sad to see me go? I'm going to see you tomorrow?"

"I know...I just feel safer with you..."

"I'm sorry...I really wish I could stay..."

"Can you stay the night?"

"Sky I practically live here...don't you want time from me?"

"No...I love being with you..."

"Heh...then yeah...I guess I canstay for the night"

"Yous sure?"

"Yeah...I prolmise I won't make a single move haha"

"haha good."