Not quite suicidal

Anthony

Sky's pov :
It been crazy lately I guess . Things with Ruben have been moving fast . Too fast , but I'm too afraid to tell him . I had too put on a tough face for Toby today . For Johnathan too a bit , which scared me . I haven't seen Anthony in a while .

I know its stupid but when I don't see Anthony , I don't know why but I just get real down . He's just my best friend you know .

He's like my older brother .

Right now im carrying Toby on my back , hes too happy to fall asleep so hes just singing . Its cute tho so its okay

We get back too my old house and let Toby watch since he's actually really interested in music other than the wheels on the bus .

"Okay so ive been thinking about music to do . And I've chose either 'marvin gaye' with Charlie Puth and Megan Trainor , or like you suggested , 'Nobody's perfect' with j.cole and Missy Elliott" I said

"Well...I really like 'nobodys perfect'......but....I think we need someone too choose for us . "

"I can get Anthony too come down" i shrugged

"Great . " he said but not in a sad sarcastic voice , but in a happy voice . I think .

I texted Antony telling him to come over , he was more than happy too actually . I thought he would've been pissed since I've been gone from the home for like two days .

When he got here he picked me up to hug me

"Where the hell have you been ! "  he yelled while putting me on the floor

I just laughed

"I was with Johnathan" i said still laughing

"And Ruben" i said making a slight stingy face

Anthony just looked at me with a surprised face

"W-with Ruben ?" He said

"Mhm."

"Ruben Ruben. The asshole ??"

I just gave him a 'really' look

"We need to talk later about that " he said with a wink . He knows my tells , he knows that me and Ruben did....something .

I just nodded with a little giggle , we walked inside the house and met up with Johnathan .

"Sup man." Anthony said to Johnathan

"Hey" he said

They did the most clichés thing ever and did the weird hand slap thing .Johnathan stood up and passed Toby too Anthony . Anthony and Toby had a good friendship with I guess . It was Ruben who Toby didn't like .

We spent the rest of the day dancing and singing and for some reason it made me feel like it was missing Ruben .

Anthony helped us pick out a song , I guess im okay with it .

When night time rolled around Johnathan ended up going home .

We said our goodbyes yada yada yada . He went home , Toby fell asleep on my lap and all three of us just sort of sat there .

Toby , Anthony and I

"You know , you'd make a fantastic mother . " Anthony said

I look over too him and he's balancing his head on his hand .

"Nah . I cant even take care of Toby , what makes you think I can take care of my own kid . "

He just chuckled