Not quite suicidal

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Sky's pov:

All day i've been worrying. I don't know what about but I feel like something went wrong back home. But not with just anyone. With Johnathan. I feel like he needed somebody. Like he needed a friend right now.

I sat up on my bed, not getting any sleep the last night. I changed into some shorts and a 'nirvana' shirt with a flannel. I put on some grey vans and wore my hair in a messy bun. I kept thinking about how dull this place was. No wonder most kids hate this place.

Anthony was awake right now running outside. He ran in after a while from jogging outside. I was standing by the bed when he walked in. He saw me and akwardly examined me.

"Wow. You wanna go on another round with me?"

"Jogging?" I asked tieing my shoe

"Mhm. It's still pretty early out"

"Uh...sure. They let you go outside the foster home?"

"Nope. But why listen and be limited to your surroundings right"

"Yeah. I guess."

"So you up for it right"

"Yeah. But I don't exactly have clothes to go run in"

"Go like that. You look fine. We can stop by the mall if you want. It's on the way to where i'm heading anyway."

"Wait...the mall is like a thirty minute run. Where are we even going?"

"Dunkin donuts"

"So you run for that long to only eat food"

"I run to burn calories but you need to eat more calories than you loose a day. So I loose somewhat calories running to dunkin donuts, I eat somewhat more calories, and then I run back to burn some of those calories. It's a balancing type thing"

"Ah. Tricky. Well didn't you just come from running?"

"No say that you can't go for a run twice"

"You stupid haha. Well let's go. I don't want to leave and see the lady standing there haha"

"Heh. Okay let's go"

We snuck out the window and ran for a bit but since this was his second run he got tired pretty quick. We ended up walking. It took us about an hour. When we sat down at the famous dunkin donuts he ordered some food and sat down with me at some two seat table.

"*sigh of relief I guess* so sky...tell me a bit about how thins have been going since we parted ways"

"Uh...I already told you the love part. Yano. I've told you my family story basically....but one other thing and since we ehere close when we where younger I guess I can tell you"

"What is it"

"Uh...I sorta need to tell you later...it's not really something I can show you here. But I could explain it to you I guess"

"Sure. What is it"

"Well uh...ever since we parted...I became more depressed...more than I was before we parted...so uh...I heard more and more talk about this thing called cutting...and I sorta tried it out...three years ago...and till this day I...I still do it"

"What? sky. One, why didn't you tell me how depressed you where in Australia and two...I need to see your scars. I want to mmoe how many times you needede and I wasn't there"

"I never told anyone I was depressed back in Australia...I didn't tell you because back then I thought if I was depressed people would think I was weird...and you know how I felt about you so...I thought you would never feel the same way I felt about you."