Not quite suicidal

I hate making chapter names like fuck

Johnathan's pov:
I heard knocking at the door. I went to go open it and my heart broke.

It was Skyler...with no clothes on only a tojiiiwel and her hair in a messy bun...

I knew what happened last night.

"Skyler?"

"Can I change here?"

"Um....sure....sure."

I opened the door a bit more for her.

"Thank you." She said

I smile and nodded at her. She smiled and walked to my room.

"You can take a shower if you want!" I yelled through the door

"Thank you!" She yelled back

I chuckled and walked back to the living room.

She came out about twenty minutes later all wet.

Oh great now I have a little buddie wanting to come out.

"Thanks for letting me take a shower Johnathan" she said

"No problem. But if I can ask...did you and Ruben....um..."

"Yeah....sadly." she said looking back at the tv.

"Why did you leave? I would've imagined Mr.prince charming making you breakfast by now"

"Eh he was being an ass. And I was the one making breakfast."

She looked back at me smiling

"Well if it was me you would've fucked last night"

She chuckled causing me to laugh

"I would've been making you breakfast."

She looked at me with a tiny bit of lust in her eye.

We both started leaning in but the moment before our lips touched it was interupted my spongebob laughing...

what the fuck is up with that fucking sponge laughing every two seconds in the show.

We both giggled

"Well I don't need you to fuck me to make you breakfast so...you hungry?" I said

"Sure. Watcha got?"

"Pancakes and bacon"

"Sounds good." she smiled

I smiled back and walked to the kitchen. It had just occured to me that I was shirtless with shorts. Great.

I started making food and she went back into my room to change.

When she came back out she was wearing some skinny jeans with a big white muscle shirt of mine

She looked amazing.

"You really have amazing taste in style." She said

I couldn't even talk, that's how love struct I was with her

"...wow..." I managed to spit out

"*chuckle* what?"

"You look..."

"Like an idiot? Ha I know. I'm gonna go put it back."

"Don't...you look...amazing."

"...I do?"

"Yes...you look better in it than I ever did." I chuckled

"Ah that I can tell you is false. You wore this the day I met you. All eyes where on you-I remember that."

"You seem to remember the small things."

"I do. I remember this one day when I was three...we where driving into my late cousins granfather's home...and I remember seeing a big blue house...it was beautiful...we went simming that day. All of us acted as if we were fishing."

"Seems nice."

"It was. It was the fourth of july...all the dogs running around-to terrified to jump into the pool. All the fireworks shooting into the sky. I can still see the gaze gratefullness in all of those grownups eyes."

I smiled. The memory seemed nice. It was those kind of memories that give you a warm feeling.

I missed that feeling.

"That's nice."

"It was."

She looked like she was about to cry.

I put the spatula down and walked up to her. I wrapped my arms around her neck, and her hands went around my torso.

She started crying into my chest. She clawed my back a bit

"Shh shh...it's okay Sky...it's okay."

"I miss them so much."

"Who?"

"My family. My freinds."

"In Australia?"

"Mhm."

"You'll see them again."

"...when?"

"...one day."

She looked up at me. Eyes full of tears.

"Why are you so nice to me?" She asked

"Cause you mean the world to me. You're the one thing going right in my little messed up world."

"How?"

"Well...opening up to you was the best decision i've ever made. You where the only person who understood what I was going through."

"Really?"

"Mhm. Therefore I would do anything for you. You mean the world to me. And i'd die before anybody got the chance to hurt you."

"Yeah you kinda proved that last one already heh."

I laughed

"Thank you Johnathan..."

"For what?"

"For being a hero to me. You literally saved my life so many times. You're like...my superman...yano? No one understands me like you...not even the people back in Australia. You where the best decision that I've ever made."

I looked in her eyes. They where magnificent.

"Do you have any idea how much I want to kiss you right now?" I said

"Is it bad I want to kiss you too?"

"No...not if we do..." I said

A couple seconds go by and I couldn't contain myself anymore.

I grabbed her neck and pulled her lips to mine. My hands stayed behind her neck. Her's tugging my hair.

I pushed her to a wall and pinned her there. I might've tooken it to far when I started kissing her neck finding her sweet spot.

Which I did.

"Johnathan I...I can't do this."

"Why not?"

"Because i'm still with Ruben..."

"And what did he do to you? He treated you like shit after you gave something to him."

"I know...but you're diffrent...and the fact that i'm Ruben's girlfriend, or whatever the hell he thinks I am...doesn't help."

"I just wanted to show you that not all guys would treat a princess like that."

She chuckled

"Im no princess. But...I know not all guys are dicks...I know there are still some gentlemen left...but they're still not anything close to you."

I chuckled and smiled.

"And no princess is anything compared to you."

I backed off and we both sat on the couch watching spongebob.

"Oh shit the pancakes!"