Not quite suicidal

More than this

Johnathan's pov:
We walked into Sky's house, (AN/bet you weren't expecting that, now where you) and everything was taken away. All of Toby's toys....all of the utensils in the kitchen....Sky's ps3....holy crap. All that's really left is a couch and Tv.

She dropped her bags shocked at how much it's changed here in just a couple of days. It looked like it was infested with something. There were holes in the wall covered in weird plastic wrapping. And I mean like holes from the movie holes, big.

"Oh my god..." She muttered

"You okay sky?" I muttered

"...no..."

"What's wrong"

"This fucking house..."

"What"

"it's a big momento of when you and me first hung out. And now it's being renovated...."

"What's the problem with renovation?"

"...I need it too be the same when you and me hung out, where we played games all night, where you me and Ruben hung out till midnight, when you made pancakes for Toby...when we kissed Johnathan...."

"....when we kissed?"

"...yes..."

"Is that's what's wrong?"

"No.....no. Its the fact that we kissed here and every memory here is special too me. Even that kiss. And the fact that they're renovating it already makes me think that all those memories really are just memories."

"Well of course they're memories....some nice than others....but that doesn't mean it's gone....they're still with us forever..."

"Even Toby's birthday breakfast? When we hung out? When....when we kissed?"

"Yes. They'll still be with is. Okay?"

".....okay.....it was stupid really..."

"Not really. I kind of get what you mean..."

"You do?"

"Yeah....the house I sorta 'live in' is actually really supposed too be renovated in a couple months..."

"Really? Crap. I'm sorry."

"Eh its alright. Never really liked that place anyway.....till now." I shrugged

"Oh haha. Well....where are we gonna sleep? Its just a couch."

"You take the couch and I'll sleep on the floor."

"....what."

"Yeah. I like sleeping on the floor."

"I guess but.....no. You're not sleeping on the floor. Where gonna share the couch."

"You sure?"

"I'm sure."

"Okay. Great. You won't be awkward about it?"

"No. Not really. I mean where close so it'll be alright."

"Heh. Okay."

Thanks too nothing being inside that house, me and her did nothing but talk. I love talking with her. She just happened too lift a whole weight off of my shoulder whenever I'm around her.

We ended up going outside too the little old swing set she had.

"It's beautiful out huh..." She said admiring the sky. I just sat there looking at her admiring the sky. I was admiring Skyler. Not the sky. Both shine bright, but she sines brighter than the other. Chessy as hell but fuck it.