Not quite suicidal

Family.

Johnathan's pov:
Sky leaving is always terrible for me. I lay in bed thinking about all the mistakes I've made with her during the time spent with her. I always doubt myself around her. She deserves the best and clearly I'm not the best.

Right now I'm looking up at the ceiling doing nothing but think and waiting for her too call. I always loved hearing her voice. It's the only way I'll sleep.

I flinched at everything. Even the chirp on my phone. It always turned out too be Instagram, Twitter, Tumblr. I was too anxious too talk to her, even though I just seen her two hours ago. Probably because I was worried if she'd make it home safely or not. I got up, grabbed a soda and walked back.

When I get too my bed I see I had a missed call from Sky. Fuckkkkk. Now you call. I called her back (we used face time ugh) and she awnsered.

"Elloooooo Monroe" she giggled

"Haha...hey Ausie"

We talked the rest of the night about the books and for once we had a subject. We both fell asleep on face time (of course) and its weird that I can only go too sleep if I see her or hear her voice.

When I woke up face time was still on. How did my phone manage too survive a couple hours without shutting off, yet it can't give me two seconds to get my charger. Wow.

I chuckled at how cute she looked while she slept. It was cute. I mean her messy hair just put the cuteness over the top. Most guy's would be disquested by messy hair, but me on the other hand, love it.

I hung up after a while because i knew how much she would've hated it if she saw me just staring at her. I mean she would've never done that too me. Right?

I changed into my usual. A black tank top with some black skinny jeans. I did my hair In a little quiff and some black air Jordan's. Sky always did love me in black.

I texted sky after I finished changing. She always woke up around the time I did.

(S=sky=Johnathan)

J- you up ausie?

S-very much, yes.

J-are we gonna meet later

S-about that...do you think Ruben can join? I mean I haven't seen him in a couple days and he's starting to get mad that I'm hanging out with you more than him.

J-sure....its alright....

Trough phone I tried to act okay, but in reality it still wasn't enough just Sky and Johnathan time.

S- great cant wait too see my two boy's together again.

J- me either...you and Ruben () and me as le third wheel ()

S-You won't be the third wheel. I gotta go. The bitch is making me and Anthony do our work around this place.

J- mkay. Byeeeeeee

S- heh bye Monroe

J- bye ausie...

I put my phone to charge and laid down on my bed. I rested my hand over my head and sighed. I hated making plans with sky and then Ruben would join. I didn't like it because I could see the way he treats her and that's not the fucking way to treat a princess.

Sky's pov:
I'm so fucking excited to soon my two boy's together again. What suck's is that I know how why they hate each other, but I also love seeing both of them at the same time. It's like a mini Christmas to me.

I just decided to wear a black crop top, jean short shorts, my handbag with all the logo's, and some red converse. I sorta liked this outfit...it's nice....not on me but it's nice.