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hello! this is flauvier, thanking you for  the tremendous support you gave my book!

yes i began writing this book around december with no idea i'll be writing a thank you note since i have never finished a narrative book. so this book is really special to me since this is my very first time actually finishing one.

i plan to write more books in the future but as of now, i'm very busy with school (and playing genshin impact.)

i'm still growing as an author so i'm very sorry for the mistakes in this book and rest assured, i'll edit this when i have the time.

i'm planning on writing two bonus chapters, feel free to comment what you would like to see in the near future!

also i'm sorry for making you all go through that rollercoaster, it was fun watching you all think i wasn't going to give them a happy ending. ( HWAHAHAHA IM SORRY )

i made jia likeable but at the same time showed you all she had her own flaws. if i made her perfect this story would've ended immediately so (◠‿◕)

and as i said from chapter 25, i will be putting a few fun facts about the book (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

(1.) i was inspired by the songs satisfied from hamilton and heather by conan gray.

i remember saying this in the prologue ? but yes these are the songs that pushed me to write this book.

youtube recommended an iwaoi animation with the song satisfied so me being me, i pressed it and then a plot was made. heather also played a very big part for ahra's character.

(2.) i gave ahra most of my best friend's characteristics

my best friend is pretty, supportive and to sum it all up she's pretty much heather which suited ahra's character.

i never planned to make ahra's character unlikeable because she was never a villain in this story.

so yes, if you're my best friend and you're reading my story, i love u pls don't hate me <3

(3.) chapter 25 was supposedly the epilogue

my original plan for the story is to not give it a happy ending yes i was that cruel but when i told my friend about my plans, she didn't like it.

so i changed it. the least i could do for the characters is to give them a happy ending and it would've been too cruel if i left you all with such a cliffhanger.

(4.) I wrote real life experience at the very first part of the story

(i forgot to add this oops)

so i used to teach my crush math  every time so i used that experience to write about jia and sunghoon's tutoring session !

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and that's pretty much everything. thank you again for the support and to those who have been supporting desiderium since the beginning, i'll forever be grateful to you.

until our next journey, see you!

— flauvier

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started at : 12 / 20 / 20
ended at : 2 / 14 / 21