Racing Desires

26. Weekend

Dean's POV:

Waking up late, seems to be my new thing on weekends due to Kiara. To be precise it's early afternoon. My arms are wrapped around my girl, while I'm spooning her. If we keep this up, I'll only need half the time in the gym I guess. No denying, I'm addicted to this girl in every single way and I never thought I would actually ever get addicted to sex, but I definitely am with her.

Gently I brush her hair from her shoulder to give her a kiss on it.

Jesus Christ, oh fuck, I hope she isn't going to kill me.

Looking down at her, I seem to have been very eager last night. The bit of skin on her shoulder and neck I'm able to see, is covered in hickeys. And reminsicing the night, I guess there are many more underneath the bedsheets.

I know from a pee, during the night and a short look in the mirror, I have some myself. But this....... this doesn't look like we were just having fun, this looks like I wanted to mark her mine for the next couple of months. I swear that wasn't my intention.

"Hey", she smiles up at me, while my finger gently caresses one of the marks. Everytime she smiles like this my breath hitches for a moment.

"Hey my beautiful, how did you sleep?"

"Like a stone, once I did find some sleep. Actually I can't even remember dropping off."

"You fell asleep on top of me, after our last sex. Guess I might have managed to fuck you till total exhaustion", I chuckle and see how she blushes.

"Or I fucked myself, with your body till total exhaustion", she tries to say in a serious manner, but fails.

"That doesn't even make sense Kar."

"Well I was on top, wasn't I? So I took what I needed."

"In that last round, yea you were riding me decently, but I may remind you in how many different positions we fucked all night. You're not telling me, I did nothing? And if I remember right you asked me a few times to push it harder, my dear." I can't believe this talking of sex is getting me horny again, I should be empty, not moving, not able to do anything. And yet my dick is twitching again.

"Alright we fucked each other to total exhaustion I guess. I mean you were exhausted too, right?", suddenly there's something like insecurity in her voice and she tenses up a little.

"I think I've never been more exhausted, but in an amazing way", I admit and give her another kiss on her shoulder. "Why are you so tense suddenly, Kar?"

She stays silent and I can see she is fighting somekind of battle with herself right now. "Kar?"

"It's just...... I don't know...... Just forget about it, nothing I want to talk about. It's silly and nothing really."

But the look on her face and her voice tells me something different. "Kiara, what's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"

"You? Why do you think you did something wrong?"

"Because you're acting all weird suddenly and I can tell something is wrong."

She takes a deep breath before speaking. "Something just crossed my mind. I just thought, perhaps you weren't exhausted because I'm not good in bed. I mean Brad said so and he cheated on me. And you don't seem exhausted."

Her words shock me a little, does she really think she's not good enough in bed? I make her look me straight in the eye. "How can you even think this way. Jeez Kar, the sex with you is absolutely addicting and mind blowing. I was way past exhaustion and still wanted you. No idea what this fucking Brad has for a problem, but whatever it was it sure had nothing to do with you. Everytime when I think, this was the best sex of my life with you, you manage to top it."