Racing Desires

50. Freaking out

Dean's POV:

It's been three fucking days since Kiara has been abducted, without any kind of trace of her. Mr Cole apparently is on a business trip since four days, there's no trace of my fuck up of brother or my mother.

All along I knew I couldn't trust Logan, my dad tried to take some sort of care fairly early of him as he felt bad for Logan. Yes Logan's father was a loser and we had a fucked-up mother, but the older we grew, the more Logan's hate towards me grew. My dad tried to give him everything and yet he always envied what I had. He never saw how hard I worked for things, for him I was just a lucky child who had everything and was someone who took his mother away.

I knew he was involved in this somehow, that's why I wanted Kiara to stay away from him even more, besides him wanting her anyway. And I knew someone was passing on information to Mr Cole, which I was quite sure to be him. Fuck if I had done something against him earlier, perhaps I could have prevented this.

Three days, no message, no sign, no nothing. We couldn't find any information which would lead us any further. No one has seen or found the ambulance. I think she knows how much this waiting is torturing me already. Has she hurt Kiara already? Surely that sick bitch has, she knows I know it and this is her game. Does she know Kiara's pregnant? If she does this will probably just satisfy her even more.

How is my girl coping? The pain she must be in, worries me the most. Is she scared? What a stupid question, of course she must be scared. But knowing Kiara she's stubborn too, jeez I hope she's not getting herself into even more trouble.

Tyler has been working on this nearly 24/7 just like me and my team. I've only had a very few hours of sleep, when my eyes shut in total exhaustion. With every minute and hour passing I'm freaking out a little more.

"Dean you need to sleep", my dad starts harassing me again when my head starts falling on to my laptop in front of me again.

"Just give me some more coffee", I scoff causing him to scowl at me. "Don't dad, I'm fucked up enough as it is. If I don't find her soon, I'm going to smash more than my apartment." That happend the second night, I just wasn't able to control my anger and pain anymore. Guess I'll need to get quite a few new things. But I don't give a shit about it now.

"Freaking out isn't going to help any of you. I know it's hard right now, but we're all doing our best. What you really need is some sleep and to get your head sorted, perhaps once you've slept you'll come up with new ideas. Same goes for you Tyler."

"Thanks Brent, but I did have at least three hours of sleep last night. I think that's two and a half more than Dean. Sleep isn't exactly my priority right now, I have a best friend waiting for help."

Gale pushes my dad aside and puts two huge mugs of coffee in front of us including some scones she made us, while we're still searching through files.

Each time my phone buzzes or rings I jump; this time is no exception and it keeps on buzzing one message after the other coming in. An unknown number my heatbeat goes straight into overdrive.

There are a few messages first:

Have fun my dear

I'm definitely having mine, I'm not sure your love feels the same about it

oh, and no need to trace this number back it won't help

Now lean back and enjoy the show from the last couple of days

Ps: once it's time I might keep one of your babies if it's a girl, but there are two people left over I will get rid of

And then dozens of photos and short videos appear on my screen.